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today SS paper quite ok.. know that i will fail for sure.. haiz.. doing english comprehension and was thinking abt why am i putting in so much effort into my studies.. I know that i will gg to fail in the end.. shld i study hard now? haiz... and y r u like that? y mus u see me when i see u.. i noe i being too sensitive.. seeing u seeing me doesn't mean anything to u maybe, but to mi... haiz.. y? pls don't treat me so good.. i wan to hate you and i realli do... haiz
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Didn't blog yesterday as i as sick.. very very very sick.. haiz... tomolo still got SS prelim... how am i going to study?
Friday, August 27, 2004
saw wat i shldn't see today... haiz... y am i so ill fated.. and now, i am sick... i am foolish... i think i am very stupid.. why mus this happen to me... help mi plss... bb
Thursday, August 26, 2004
today is jus another day pass.. haiz.. prelim are getting nearer.. haiz.. i don't know why i am studying so hard.. i am tired and very very tired.. Avoid 6 again.. y? I felt very guilty and sorry.. i think i am being too rude to you.. sorry.. but then u sure won't think that i am rude rite? haiz.. give up? give up not? y? impaCTS and impaCTS are are hititng at mi.. haiz.. i wan to hate you and i reali do.. how can i hate u? tell mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
didn't blog yesterday as i have nothin to tok abt.. jus as i think i cld forget abt the oral thing, something happened today... mrs poh wanted to see me.. ask my abt my oral... haiz.. why is it that she have to look for me now and not a few days back? haiz.. she told mi that i shldn't have spike my hair and wear frenzship ban.. and becos of her, i threw away the ban.l.. haiz.. haven't been toking to 6 for a very long time.. haiz.. saw u one the way and i think u saw mi.. but we jus pass each other like neither of us does not exsist... haiz.. anyway, gtg bb
Monday, August 23, 2004
Due to all the things that are happening whether it affect me directly or indirectly, i cldn't concentrate well in class.. Was able to play much attention to wat the teachers are teaching.. Went to take class photo after recess.. My hair was being spiked up and jus b4 the camera man clik the camera, he asked my whether my hair is purposely spike or it went up with mi noticing... Mr cheng was in sch as he went for a course.. Anyway, today is jus a normal day.. HOpe i can pass my physics pratical tomolo.. byez..
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Why is it that i am not born earlier or u born later? Y must get to know each other in that place? Y mus u make mi like u? Y must heaven play a fool on me? I realli lyke u.. I dun mind the age gap between us cos i realli like you.. Do u noe that? I don't even think that you will get to read this... Haiz...
sunday, 210804
4:30 PMRush all the way to m'sia ytd as my aunt might not be make to make it... she look veyr weak and pale.. my 3 aunt cried... haiz... see like she very 'xin ku'... Have to insert pipe here and there all over her.. She is trying very hard to breathe.. Whole body including limbs are swollen... haiz... if i have a choice, i rather let her leave this world than to continue to suffer... haiz...
Friday, August 20, 2004
Friday 200804
11:33 PMWat people always say: Expect the impossible to be possible.. To think to like a teacher is impossible? For others maybe no.. But for my case, it was a Y-E-S, YES.. haiz.. Why am i not a guy? Wat is there alot of things happen to my family and my relative.. My second aunt is going to die soon.. She was a very capable person who is also stupid as she have suitors that are chef, doctor but instead, she chose to be a mistress with a normal guy which is older than her by 12 yrs.. Is this wat is call love? She has alot of sickness and now, she has stroke which causes her to be paralyse.. And now, her husband is gone and left a problematic son... She is now in the MGH ( malaysia general hospital) and the doctor told us to be prepare for the worst.. haiz.. And for mi, the 6 six back... But that does not mean that i will 4get 7... haizz.. why is it happening to mi? haiz... depressed
Friday, 200804
7:35 PMToday in the morning, when I was walking into the toilet with jiaying, I was being stopped by Ms Lim. But as I was too ashamed to face her, I dash into the toilet myself without waiting for jiaying.. The school was very messy as there is a photo taking session for the CCA groups. Pupils including teachers were in and out of the class to have their photo taken... The tab club was cancelled.. After recess, Ms lim was late for the class as she is taking photo with the ELDDS.. When she was back, we were asked to do a comprehension.. I know i will fail for sure as i dun even have the mood to do it.. Didn't really look at Ms lim for the whole of today as i wasn't dare to.. After the test, she had a talk with mi. And still, i nv look into her eyes and never even face her.. I guess i was being too rude but i do this becos i dun wanna to very in front of her.. When i was at home, i msg her.. She told mi tat she wasn't disappointed with me and she is just worried that i would give up.. Sometimes, i really want to give up.. To me, hardworking doesn't pay off... I am now very vex. Shall stop here.. Ms Lim, if u see this, i jus wan to say sorry to you...
Thursday, August 19, 2004
Thursday, 190804
7:25 PMhaiz.. does hard work really pay off? I think i am the onli idiot in my class who keep preparing abt the oral and to think i break down jus b4 my turn? i thought i was well prepare? wat happen to mi? are ms lim's effort all gone to waste? i am sorry ms lim.. perharps if u come along this blog, then u will noe why i apologise to u jus now... i am not in the mood to do anything...
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Wednesday, 180804
9:21 PMtoday had my oral practice again.. i have been practising hard in order not to let my English teacher down.. Go thru the conversation topics.. again and again.. haiz... i have a little note for my english teacher, and here it goes:
Dear Ms Lim,
Thanks for making the effort to come early to sch to help mi in my oral... I will nto let you down.. I will do the best that i can be to repay u.. thanks alot.. U r a great teacher... So far, i think you are the onli teacher that who can stand my actions..
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Tuesday, 170804
10:39 PMwent for a hair cut today... my hairstlyer help mi style a hairstyle which is ugly.. but then due to my creativity and intelligence, i come out with a better style.. hehe.. i am happi with this hair style... yeah.. hoho... practising for my oral... shall not tok so much... bb
Monday, August 16, 2004
Monday, 160804
8:05 PMdidn't blog for a long time as i am rather not free.. had my oral practice with my englsih teacher and i think i am gone case.. i jus dunno why i always can't read it out aloud.. haiz... sad case... today tok to 7 and accompany her weigh herself... play a prank on her... very happy and sad.. i jus now very excited lei... haha.. nvm ba. gtg bye...
Friday, August 13, 2004
Friday, 140804
11:30 PMtoday went to swim after sch... but wat happen in sch was very nice.. hehe... shld not elaborate more.. haha.. actually tomolo wan play bball de.. but 7 was not free and the others all dun wan play... haiz... think gg to waste my time tomolo.. sian ar.. dunnoe whether to go for dt anot... bb
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Thursday, 120804
8:23 PM haiz.. i noe i couldn't get wat i wan. so i did not bother to look at the result slip and i threw it away on my way back to class... haiz... shld i retake? i dunnoe noe... haiz... but then if i retake, i may need to spend more time on it.. i am very luan... haiz...
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Wednesday, 110804
10:48 PMytd was very busy... went to my frenz's father's funeral.. sigh... today still in sch till 9 plus for dt... My new hairstyle kanna critize by some idiots.. but then nvm cos 7 say i stylo.. haha... tomolo get O chi result liao.. very scary sia... haizz... never realli tok to 7.. haiz... tomolo got SLK le.. haaha.. looking forward to tomolo...
Monday, August 09, 2004
Monday, 090804
10:20 PMohh... my hair sux.. haiz... tomollo going to trim again... hope will have the hairstyle i am longing for.. haiz... so sian... my hair can't stand at all.. tell mi why... maybe i shld cut shorter and 'skinnier'.. hehe.. pray hard for tomollo...
Monday, 090804
7:45 PMWent to cut my hair.. but then is not the type i wan.. maybe is due to that i am a female and my head is round... but then is better than last time... at least dun have to tie hair... hehehe.. shall continue later.. bb
Monday, 090804
12:37 AMhappy national day.. hehe... A few more hours to go and i will be cutting or triming my hair.. but then i have yet decide on which hair style i wan.. if i continue to have long hair, i will not be able to achieve my goals.. but then if i can't grow tall, i will abort my goal.. i am in a dilama now.. help mi.. i m in a dilemma now.. haiz.. shall seek opinion b4 i cut my hair... bb -i miss 7-
my SLK...
Sunday, August 08, 2004
sunday, 080804
9:40 PMtoday, went for a swim in the morning... after that, went to yishun to play bballl with my frenz.. my shooting skill has deprove.. haizz maybe it's becos, due to the pressure, i can play well.. they are all very tall and fast... but then i also not that bad.. hehe.. anyway, enjoy myself alot.. still have no time for my event.. 7 did not rpely to my msgs... so sad.. but wat to do., gtg.. byez..
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Saturday, 070704
11:39 PMtoday went to play bball.. the sun was very strong and i thought i wld be black.. play mini match with 2 grp of guys. the first batch was very hao lian.. the second batch quite ok.. hehe.. msg 7 to ask whether 7 wan play bball anot but then 7 nv reply me.. is 7 slping? i dunnoe. haiz... at nite, found out that i got two red apple on my checks.. hehehe.. went to chinatown to shop and eat there... suddenly, i recalled the good times i had with 6 and the others.. haiz.. anyway, gtg... bye
Friday, August 06, 2004
Friday, 060804
10:12 PM我又来 blog 了。 我好闷。我的头脑里只有七号。除了七号还是七号。喜欢一个人难道那么辛苦吗？都不知道他是不是那种人。嗨。 难道我不能拥有它吗？ 当我每次船简讯给他时，他都没有回复。好伤心喔！
Friday, 060804
7:31 PMhaiz.. 7 is so cute.. hehe.. 7 did not receive my call.. haiz... and she forgot to call mi.. disappointed.. but then nvm.. anyway, tok to her for a while.. hehehe.. when i was performing, i was looking at 7 all the way.. saw7 looking at this direction but then dunnoe whether was 7 looking at me... haiz.. anyway, today for the sch celebration for national day, my whole class wore the class jersey... mine is extremely big.. hehe.. but then i like it... it will be better if can put names.. haaha.. i sure put SLK or OXY de(for mi to noe, for u to find out).. hehe.. shall stop here.. bye
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Thursday, 050804
7:39 PMfirst time blogging... i am a beginer... dun think anyone will noe this spot... those who noe are maybe those 'got fate people'。 this few days have been feeling very sad... also dunnoe y.. suddenly there is this one person who appear in my world.. this wil be the 7th person.. sometime i also dunnoe my feelings.. do u i really like 7 or is this jus a crash onli... i also dunnoe whether to tell her ma.. cos i knew that even if i tell 7, it's also useless.. wat can i do and wat can 7 do.. worst come to worst, i may even lose 7 as a frenz..