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Thursday, May 05, 2005
dying
4:48 PM

wat the hell... went to amk poly clinic to see doc... the doc say my liver gt problem... nid to check into it.... wat the hell... nid to take blood.. and the nurse poke my hand two times and the holes are now swollen... haiz... i felt so lost... so many problems... got dbt, now still got liver problem.. haiz... i scared that i will leave this world soon.... perharps i m dying soon... but then i will not regret dying cos i have once live my life to the fullest... i mus thank baoling, shuting, angel and joanne... they let mi felt so happi whjenever i m with them... i chong lai mei you xiang guo will be so gam with them cos they are working nite shift, and i m the onli one working in the morning shift... i shall now leave personal message for them...

BAoling, u r the oldest so i write to u first... u r always the da jie da... u r the leader while we are the follower... without u, we will not be able to chiong le... no more house pour for us... hehehe... next time when i not ard liao, u musn go find other poeople tok to u worz.. or u can try to slp more then i appear in ur dreams... thanks for ur everything... love u worz...

shuting, next time when other people meet u, u dun be late worz... people will not like it de.. i m diff... haha... u very small n cute... enjoy toking to u on phone.. especially when i m working... cos i realli very bored worx....haiz... but then dun think next time got chance le...anyway, u take care too worz...

angel, next time dun drink too much worz... i wun be able to acc u when u r vomitting le worz... mus grow up... dun smoke so much... not good for ur health.. wan to hug and kiss mi mus grab the chance... cos i realli very scared... scread that no more chance... u too, take care... love u

joanne, ur turn liao... no more chocolate and ice cream le worz... kanna scolded by the doctor.. haiz... now gt more problems liao... no more liquor liao... but then who cares? whahaha... u hor, dun always so straight forward... u will hurt people de do u noe? hehe..e but then sf also not bad at least u get to the point straight away.. good for u ba... dun forget that u owe mi a meal and u still have to piggy back mi before i leave hor... haiz... i will always love u de... hehehe..

that's all e girl power... other frenz i will blog tonite... i realli very scared... scared that i might jus leave this world... but i realli dunnoe wat i can do... haiz...


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