My knowledge that your reference was that of mine. I might have seem too haughty to admit this, but this is but a lie. Perhaps my manners were a tad too brusque? Perhaps too blunt even?
All this while, i am conscious of my persistant claims of a desire to change, but this is not an overnight affair. One`s character is of an innate nature, to overcome this is forced and a major obstacle to overcome. But i will not abandon this desire of change...
shall stop here.. overall mood is not that good.