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today is definitely nt my day... everything also sux... take bus also can kanna bullied by the stupid bus... then econs tutor sux.... mus tou tou copy his model answer.. and he is so kan pua stingy.... sux sux sux...
went to mit up wif celeste after sch... tok tok and take some photo and we went to ka jiao a xiao didi.... he is very cute and yet shy....
regret gg to angel hse.. it was a very BIG mistake... jitao noe that he is there lor.. wtf... tok to brand on the phone.. proposed a game him.. hope he wun agree to play with mi.. anyway i also think he wun.. wahahaha.. firstly, i m inexperience... secondly, we are not that close... thirdly, i dunnoe what is the reason... it's jus something very lame....
then some more xiao li nv work.. jitao is no place to go... went to rivervale mall to buy a teriyaki burger and a cup green apple green tea and went to a dark place to enjoy my dinner.. cos the world is so strange.. it seems like eating alone is something very surprising... wtf!!! it seems like i m gg thru wat i have been gg thru during my sec sch life... but i think this time is better cos i have a mp3 with me... hehehe...
started on my X'mas project le.. but then i think it will be useless in the end.... LONELY X'mas.....
luckily kelly and celeste call mi to pei mi.... jitao is gossip abt the time when we in sec sch... CT, JR, WT, AQ, WENDY, MEL, LOIS, BL, YH and alot more.. wahahaha.. realli very funny.... but then is her last night in singapore le.. haix... jitao she tok a sense into mi again... it's like i have to pretend to be alright but i m not... is like i can console other people during sec sch but then when i encounter this myself, i cant help myself.... i shld have listen to eddie and do wat he ask mi to... then wo xian zai ke neng jiu bu hui zhe yang....
if onli there is someone out there who is able to read my mind... then he or she can fuckingly tell mi what the fark i m thinking abt... wei shen mo yao zhe yang? ru guo shen me dong xi dou ke yi you biao mian lai jie jue de hua, jiu hao le... ying wei
如果什么东西都可以用表面来解决的话就好。应为在你的内心深处是没有人会了解的。只有你自己知道。
seeing wat u did hurt me alot... jitao i dunnoe why i m feeling that way.... at the pt of time, i suddenly have the urge to go hm... i cant stand it... although u treat mi quite good at times, i still dunno why i feeling that.. i , not angry with u or hate u... i swear.. i DONT.. i can feel that i m on the verge of gg bonkers...... u noe wat, some i realli you kou nan yan.. is like u ask somethin which concerns u and u noe tat i cant say it out when facing u.... haixx... i realli dunnoe wat to say... if u think that u r the one i refering to, then 就是你...
and i cried.... i suddenly felt very guilty for wat i have done to celeste... and after all this thing, she still claim to be my good fren... i have nv have the courage to claim someone my good fren or best fren ever since after the incident happen during pri sch... and now she claimed, i shall be more than happy.... and she even want to apologise to mi... is like, she has grow up over the night.. i was shocked.. her english improve alot... anyway, i still wish her all the best...