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mer composition can be a real headache.. suddenly mus make use of wat we have learn in band... is like u clean forget abt something then now u have to use it again.. still have to draw the line to count myself.. wtFF!!!
today very tiring sia.. slp at 6 wake at ten.. then do all the spring cleaning.. tiring... fark man.... manage to sneak out during half way to cwp firstly to be carpark, then mit anne and eddie... ate and mos... and went to buy ear stud...
after that jus went home and took a nap.. jitao is cannot slp peacefully... tired!!
i dunnoe why my dad have to force mi go back when there is nothing to do with me.. now even my sis also dun wan to go back.. there are jus too much show in scv.... i wanna watch!! i wanna spend my last day in SG and not MSIA... but come to think of it, it's also good to go bad.. can see my darling and my relative.. this time dunnoe will kanna wat comment sia... haix....
Friday, December 30, 2005
ok wat do girls first look at a guy?
1. the face. to see whether the guy is cute or handsome. and then slowly the complexion.
2. the dressing. to see how the guy dress. a nice guy will be those that are cute and dress very smart. like the one i saw in c8. wahahaha
3. accessories. dressing is important but the accessories are also important. accessories sometimes do a great job. hehe...
4. the way the guy tok. whether he is those guai kia or those pia kia.. ususally normal girls prefer those not too beng and not too nerd.. one good example is the one at ms ytd.. hehehe.. too bad no photo...
5. last but not least. the shoe. image a guy dress smartly but jus wearing a slipper. omg!! spoil the whole image of himself.
ok, that's all for the topic to day.. hehehe...
and i got to thank you for ur talk. at least i can be a better person than the one b4 u tok to me.. hehehe...
now my stomach still in pain...diarrhoea!!!!! think is the milo fault.. whahahaha... visited the toilet for dunnoe how many god damm times liao.... hahaha....
i m supposed to make u happi yet i did the opposite... i m still reflecting. i was overbroad... too much liao...
Thursday, December 29, 2005
i m here... still wide awake. i have yet to slp all thanks to my carelessness.... went all the way to yishun to make my bro ez-link at 10 am.. took a cab there and make a detour cos i forget to bring his ic and photo... and the freaking ticket office at yishun onli open at 12.. so no chioce but to wait... at 12, they say if wan to make must go sembawang.. means that i have waited for nothing....
ytd go clubbing... b4 leaving my hse.. something very very bad happen... and now i think i m in deep trouble.... alkl due to my attp.. haix... i realli dunnoe wat to do other than apologising... i realli dun mean to scold u or wat but then that time i realli very pek chek... realli sorri....
after clubbing, went to sing k... as usual, same people... sing and sing then went to have prata... drink a cup of ice milo and i think the milo have some problem... it sux... still now i still can taste the milo in my mouth..
took a cab home.. and on the way, i ........... it's disgusting... and now i m still at home.. means i nv go sch do proj.. sure tio kan de... gotta rest now.. bb
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
i tot i was stubborn.. but i was wrong.. guys are more stubborn.. they just cant listen.. wtf...
i m full now.. finally... finally get to eat food.. although i m on diet now, but i cant help.. was realli too hungry jus now...
jus now bad mood... so my face was realli black... so, angel, sorry if i give u attp or wat....
went to cwp jus now... eat swesens and pak pool... cool sia.... apple crumnble.. nice but too sweet.... my pool skill are as sucky... dunnoe when then i will improve.. wahahaha....
tmr gotta wake up early.. go make my bro ez link then go mit anne.. and then, clubbing... it's abit sian... cos underage... go where also hard.. why m i so young? haix....
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
ok, now i m in deep shit... sure die de lor.. i lost my bro ezlink... fuck man.. sure tio kan by him... y not somebody come and kill me... take my life if u wan... i m jus a junk in this world... wasting the earth resources...
KNNBCCB, PCB, FUCK OFF, CCB, LKB, CGK... THIS ARE THE WORDS I CAN THINK OF TO SCOLD MYSELF NOW!!!!
went to amk lib to study.. and things did not go well.... went to fantasie again.... joe join us at the later part....
i am useless i admit... luckily anne was there to slove everything.... she is definitly a better fren than mi...
joanne, paiseh ar.. go spoil ur plan..
Sunday, December 25, 2005
merry xmas to everyone out there....
first time celebrate xmas in sg.. the feel is diff... i dunnoe how to say.. jitao is having wars in orchard... people spraying here and there....
rotting like hell jus now... jitao is nothing to do.. and in the end, went to sing kbox with angel and xbn.. wahahaha... sneak attack xbn and in the end, we suffer.. sux sux sux... this is call retribution.. wahahaha
today jitao is spend alot of money lor.. cfm tio kan... mus faster find joo then can earn back the money sia.....
i shall say that i sux at organising stuff, outing and etc... there is always something missing jus now... i dunnoe wat to say... and my mood is completely spoiled by YOU. u sucker... cant u jus stop msging mi and all that? wat the fark... haix..... i hate to be light bulb.. maybe i m too sensitive... joanne and eddie, sry to stick to u two all the time.. i noe u all dun mind but is like u two have no own space.. hehehe...
angel and yc, it's nv easy to be tgt.. so cherish the time tgt.. dun also attp lai attp qu.. jitao will spoil the whole thing lor... i also dunnoe how to say.. i m inexperience.. wahahhahaha.....
and i owe u one sweater... but then u mus help mi fill the form to earn ur sweater.. wahahaha....
hope u people enjoy urself jus now... dunnoe when will be the next time sia... if got, also next year.. so dun forget the fun u all had today... =)
Saturday, December 24, 2005
ok, i shall concldue that this xmas sux...
i will be rotting all the way from 6 to 3.. wat am i supposed to do then?
i think i mitting up with anne and angel awhile after 3 then go home slp.. then at that time, i will call eddie to go mit her.. so this will be a perfect ending....
shld i go jb or shld i not? haix haix haix...
Friday, December 23, 2005
i dunnoe how to say.. but all i noe is that i m jus too selfish.... is very veyr selfish... u r rite.. from that time u told mi i was alr shocked to noe that...
did nothing much today.... maybe later mitting anne? i not sure.... haven cfm yet.... now have to wait for the two of them to contact mi.. hehe...
for the mean time, i will pia my e-learning... pacc first, then stats, then itab and lastly econs...
tmr is xmas eve.. i hope is not a lonely one.. heheh sian sian sian....
Thursday, December 22, 2005
i dun have to make assumption now... the fact is rite in front of me. everything is fine now...
haven been coming home early for the pas two days.....
tues, went to sk... did intend to colme holme early but then went to mit darren for a slacking session... tok abt kbox and we realli miss the time when we work there... and the session was very exciting... not fang bian to say it out..
wed, actualli miting angel.. but her mrt concession got something wrong so nv go down amk... went to marine parade instead with anne and eddie for his inter.... then went to bugis to shop and we did something bad... wahahaha... appreciate the stuff i bought.. look not bad to me... went to fantasie with the them and of cos black ghost and angel.. wahahaha... hope that u enjoy cos wanted make u relax abit after u say u were very 'tired' ytd.... i think i shown some attp.. but i din mean it.. cos it was like my head was terribly hurt and my throat is very irritating.. like i say, want to make u happi everytime we go out.. so i hope i can achieve it... bought a small cake for black ghost as it was her bdae.. wahahhahaha...
now everything is okie.. i hope history wun repeat itself again and i try not to make the same mistakes again....
nid to slp now.. if not jitao can die.. bb
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
i admit that i m alr a bad host... but ever since my mother step into this hse again after her china trip, things have got worst....
dunnoe wat is the matter with herl... kip shouting and nagging.. kpkb.. even my dad cant stand her... she jus cant stop... and she make mi lose face in front of my fren.. wtf!!!
then in the morning, switch off the air con and make us stuff inside that room.. wtf!!! jitao the fan also nv on for us... then kpkb again and again.... i think there wun be any of my fren wld wan to come my hse again.. SUX SUX SUX..
angel, i m sorry that my mum disturb u during ur slp... paiseh paiseh paiseh...
sick
1:05 AMi m sick.... having headache these few days... dun think will be gg for the class outing tmr....
ok, i shall admit i m not a good host... my hse jus simply sux.... nth for mi to cook.. and even if there is, i dun think i can cook well too.. so, i jus sux...
monica came my hse today. thanks her for the handout.. hope she enjoy her china trip tmr...
mum is comming back.. soon.. maybe in abt 2 hrs time.. haix...
Monday, December 19, 2005
i sux i sux i sux
2:34 AMback from jb... got enjoy ba... jus that always short of cash... haix.... i sux at giving surprises.. i admit... i jus cant endure it for more than a sec.. and the surprise was gone... i sux
went to secret recipe to have a drink.... and of cus, there was a short talk between us....
i m useless i admit.. i am ham, i also admit... everything jus kip things to myself and nv say it out... kip and kip until realli gg to explode that time then everything jus spill out.... so i sux
self reflecting... that was wat i did b4 i blog... i tot that everything was okie but i was wrong again... i wanted it back but i dunnoe how... jus cant open my mouth.. i m scared... scared of commiting the same mistake again.... i sux... i am stupid... din even know when i did the same wrong thing again... cant i jus be a lil smarter or wat? why must i be so cum... i sux...
something i found out very xie men.. i shldnt have lost that energy ban and the frenship ban.. watever the spelling is.. i jus cant be bothered.. ever since i lost the two stuff, the two of us are like quarrelling every now and then.. and of cus, this time was a big one.... i wan to sort things out but i cant find the time to do so... and of cos this are all excuses nia.. i dunnoe.. i hope that things will be sort out asap.. maybe i m realli at fault.. my apologies to u... i dunnoe if u noe that this i m writting to u... anyway, i m prepared for the worst.. i have to accept the fate....
i noe the stuff i jus type makes no sense... firstly my eng sux and i jus type wat comes out from my mind....
So, conclusion is that i sux all the way.. i jus dunnoe how to be a human... not even the basic...
tmr gonna meet angela and take the handout.. then gonna teach angel her itab.. hope that by the end of this hols., she will be able to catch up with all her sch work....
I SUX I SUX I SUX I SUX I SUX I SUX
Sunday, December 18, 2005
bad host
2:41 PMi think no matter wat i do, i m still a bad host.. dun ask mi why.. this is how i feel...
gg jb soon... ard 3 ba... see angel make up nid how long lor... sian... shag... running nose...
ytd shld be winning money de, yet i lost... haix... spoil my plan.. wahahahaha...
angel, i m sorry if there is anything not up to standard.. hope u enjoy ur stay here... =)
Saturday, December 17, 2005
assumption
7:53 PMok.. i shld have remember wat my teacher had taught mi... it's wrong to make assumption.... so this time, i m realli wrong...
i shld not bother so much liao...
i miss my darling.... i wan to find him.. but i lazy... i wan to malaysia... malacca, simpang, kulai... my wish will come true soon... i believe...
sucker
2:18 AMok, i m a sucker... as a fren, i realli sux...
i shld be the one cheering her up but in the end, i think i make it worst.....
went to k-ster and the atmosphere was dense... very very.... tot of lightening up but then i cant... no use.... even the zi you song also cannot make it... haix...
hope that someone will come up with a fren to be course or wadever course that is relevant so i can attend it.. then i wun be so sucky....
AS A FREN, I SUX!!!!
hope that i wil be labelled as a good host after today... wahahaha..
Thursday, December 15, 2005
paint ball = pain ball
7:18 PMPAINT BALL = PAIN BALL
wahahaha.... i m still in pain.... hehehe... din notice that there is a bruise on my back.. whahahaha...
headache!!!!! still yet to recover.... dunno is it due to the impact or wat?
pon sch today... acc angel go yc hse take care of him.. jitao is BZD!!! sick still so tikey.....
i wan to slp but i jus cant.. dunnoe why.. maybe it's too hot.. wahahaha...
go to hand in crs tmr.. and i have yet to do anything.. same goes to angel.. whahahahahaha....
tired tired tired... all i can say is nothing but tired... i admit that i m a pig...
dear frens, pls listen to di yi shi jian... my dedication to u.. esp angel...
angel, thanks for all the things u have done for mi... and taking care of mi when my parents are abroad... thanks for ur dinner and all that.... i realli aprreciate it... hehe.. thanks man... u r a great fren.. nv regret noeing u.. you are great!!!! if u have any problems or anything thing wan to complain, feel free to come to me... i dun promise to slove it for u, but i promise i will help u in wadever ways i can. this is a promise i made to u.. although i cant kip promises, but this time, i will try... trust mi this time can? =) afteral.. thanks for everything u have gave and done for mi... luv u lots.. muackzzzz
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
paint ball!!!
7:54 PMpaint balls rox.. i love it.. despite of the injuries i have... and now my head is realli in pain... i dunno why.... i think i looked stupid during the game.. when everyone was getting ready, i was stupidly picking up the balls.. wahahaha...
some bitch kope my prata.. jitao make mi v dulan... nb!! dunnoe how to queue is it?
econs tutor sux.. eat his words.. fark him.. cb!!!!
my classmate treat mi v good actualli.. but i dunno wan to shou ppl en hui.. wahahaha...
i nv regretted having u as my fren.. u spice up my life... despite of all the stupid quarrels we had, i reali treasure this frenship.. wahaha.. that's why jus now i die die also mus find that bacelet.. hehehe...
mum mum, dun send mi back to indon.. i wan to work for u and serve u... dun send mi back.. i nid to earn lots of money to pay my debts....
saw winifred at the bus stop.. was surprise she study at sp... now she is like so lady-like.. last time so boyish.. wahahaha...
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
FARK UP
9:58 PMfan fan fan.. i rather my mother at hm niam mi than see my hse in this mess.....
MY SIS SRSLY SUX!!!!!!!
econs tomolo at 8.. i want to slp.... ugrh!!! hmwk have yet to be done.. then got so many project coming up....
anyway, thanks angel and her mum for the dinners...
Monday, December 12, 2005
not my day
10:12 PMtoday is another day which is not my day.... if u ppl happen to see the original version of my blog, pls keep it to urself... since U wanna play with mi, fine, i will jus play along with ya... anyway also not having any exam now.. so why not? i will not be so stupid this time.. i will fight to the end, and i will make sure that u suffer... hahahahah....
jitao morning go sch that time, smoke while i was walking to the gate and u noe wat? i kanna tio by some farking bitch... she is bitch number one.. wahahaha.... so wat if i smoke? does it concern u? i dioe earlier also not u die earlier... jus go and die if u r not happen....
and nothing much happen until econs lecture.... bitch number 2 was there... so wat the fuck is wrong with ur ears? cant u hear that i m not the one who tok during the lec? why mus u turn around and shoot mi and diao mi.. it's not as if ur eyes are realli that beautiful....
i was not in good mood today.. and i tot that everything will be ok after sch but i was wrong.... very very very wrong....
reach home, my hse was like a rubbish chute.. medicine and bottles flying anyway... wat the fark.... and when i stepped into my room, it was worst... my bed was like pig sty... a place for pig to stay.. wtf!! my sis anyhow throw her stuff onto my bed.....
these were not the end, there are somemore... my dad took my shoe and make mi no choice to wear the blue one.. and then i found out that the blue slipper realli sux and so i have to go up again to change my clothes..... and i missed my bus... fuck fuck fuckkk.....
reach inter and found out that 161 jus left... shit.. tot of taking 168 and change to 86 but who noes, when i reach jln kayu, the 86 machiam like missing into the other kong jian... it never come... waited for half an hour and still no bus came... in the end, bo bian took cab too rivervale mall.... and the fucking ntuc is damm messy... cldnt find my marmite... and the place was like a maze to mi.. it sucks..... and in the end, finally found my marmite... when i reach the cashier, there was this farking china girl shopping as if tmr is the end of the world... buy and buy... buy non stop... and there goes my precious time.....
finally can walk to angel hse, but u noe wat happen? i took the lift at the wrong blk and was surprise why her neighbour chair was not there... then i found out that i was at the wrong place.. wtf!!!! so bo bian, mus walk again.....
today is jus not my day... it sux... everyday also not my day.. if i can complete nad pacc tutorial today, then i think i will pon sch tmr... let mi have a good slp man...!!!!!
shag.....
10:37 AMi m shaG.... tired and hungry and pain... wahahahah... sux man....
had a great time ytd... went to kbox to sing... so shiok so fun... jitao is laugh all the way.. due to some pronuonciation problem... wahahaha.... and like usual, sing those havoc de song and this type our ending song is a soothing but diff one.. wo men de ai~~~~~....
went home after that... wanted to do my pacc but dunnoe how to do... but in the end still manage to do some... i m hungry.. cook porridge but dunoe why cannot eat... i m in pain.. wahahahaha
and today time table sux... jitao is all make up lesson... spoil my slping plan.. haix... wahaahaha... still deciding whether to go eat dinner anot... eating is a torture.. =X now i noe why some people dun like to eat... now i m sure that i will not say this phrase: neng chi shi fu....
i think there will be a drinking party going on in my hse tmr nite... anyone wanna join? esp angel.. wahahaha... all girls... and thursday, any ladies wanna go K song? iis LADIES NITE!!!! ladies wan sui!!!!!! yeah...
Sunday, December 11, 2005
back here
1:39 AMokok.. i m back.. haven been blogging for a few days... due to tiredness and no time.. wahahaha... sry for my poor english...
thursday;
reach home at ard 7... had dinner with my mum and i fall asleep while watching mi jia le zhi wu... so there goes my energy... wahaha
friday;
it's not my day.. jitao alot of small incidents happen and all make it up to a big one... created a hole in my body... and everything was fine then... but then when a bitch call mi, i jitao dulan again.. how the heck did she got my number? who that fuck gave it to her? shld be that CB chimeng ba... and stay out very late.. cos mao mao was drunk....
today;
luckily that bitch nv call mi down for work today.. if not i will jus give her one tight slap.. wahahaha.. but by nt working this weekend, i lost 100.. haix... and i learnt a lesson... n0t to be too friendly with small kids if not, they will still to u like super glue.. wahaha... all i can say is i enjoy today... at least i m not home alone on a sat night... hahahaha... watch cast away and took a cab home... all i can say is that i dunoe how to phrase it.. the cab driver was cum gong... cab fare actualli no nid until 20 n yet he say maybe not enuff.. but in the end, he still zai wo.. wahaha... he tok alot of crap in the cab and in the end, he discount 50 on the cab fare.. luckily he was smart enuff to discount if not i will slap him.. and he wants a coffee session tmr.. omg!! wahahaha... jitao, i think i da ren yuan v good.. maybe they are mature enuff ba...wahahahaha
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
headache
11:21 PMi m having a terrible headache now... dunnoe why...
pon econs today.. too tired... dunnoe why... lack of slp.... went to gems.. and surprisingly, the lecturer recognise mi... and dunnoe wat bulllshit he was uttering abt...
went cwp watch chicken little.. jitao no nid to do ideas liao.. jus present can le.. hahahaha.... the movie got touching part n funny part... jitao if my parent support mi like wat his father did, i will be very very happi... wahahaha... and the part when they in sch was like wat happen to mi in sec sch... those bad ones are those guys... wahahahaha...
at least for now, i noe the reason... maybe i realli dunno how to be one...
slping soon...
SUCKERS
3:34 PMi hate indian and china people..... fark them... spoil my mood....
u dun have to act like one to show ppl that u r from china... dun make it seems like the sch is so poor that they dun have spoon... y mus u farkingly eat with a pair of CHOPSTICKS? isnt there any spoon... and u eat like u r one of the hungry ghost that has jus been released from the hell// and if u r realli one, then i have something to tell u:
HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL IS OVER!!!!!!
and u, mangali... is it so funny? do u have to make those uneccessary sound during the lecture? u r jus like a 3 year old kid. pls grow up... u r in sp alr.. not in PRIMARY SCH.
i m veyr very tired... kanna bribed by my sis.... acc her to driving center and i have to skip econs today... anwya, prisca and michelle also skip.. so i think is ok ba.. =X
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
PISSED OFF
9:25 AMok, i m not in a very good mood now... pissed off and on fire...
2 ppl dua mi in a row... u noe who u are... i have nth to say... next time if u all not coming sch pls tell mi in advance...
i m exhausted and tired... i cld have slp for 3 more hrs... maybe it's also a good thing cos my attendance will be full... i have onli slp for 3.5 hrs.... copied all the stats notes and pacc answers.....
I AM LACK OF SLP... I WANT TO SLP!!!!!! SCHOOL SUX.... SO EARLY LESSON FOR WAT!!!! MY WHOLE DAY DE MOOD HAS BEEN SET!!!!!
Monday, December 05, 2005
lost
11:50 PMi m lost, confused and anything that can describe mi... i have alot of stuff that haven complete yet i m lazy to do....
if i were to be a lil hardworking on sun, today this thing wun happen.... attempted to change my phone with my bro's but still fail... haix....
sui kou ran kai ni jian mei shi you rang. shuo le ke yong shi you wo mei zhi ye dao. me wo shen bu shuo zhi zai dao ni wo wei dao shen shi me wo. mo lei hui hen zhe wo. yang de shuo chu ke fu shi ni wo wei hen hui keng shi ding hai wo wo mei shi you ke. jiang xing ni xiang de ni huai de hua. zhi ye bu xu wo
haix... nth more to say...
Sunday, December 04, 2005
sian
11:47 PMso today work is practically the same.. no tok no nothing....
today onli sold one hard disk.. then kope one from johnson... wahahaha... bo bian.. no customer today... ichiban sold none... worst.. and the pinko cheated... i will not help her next time....
now then i noe the sony promoter is from sp.. wahaha.. he look old and he is definitly old.. hehehe.... he is good... nv smoke but acc mi go smoke....
tmr mob test.. jialat jialat.. i dunno how to study... nth gets into my mine.. how? die die die...
Saturday, December 03, 2005
no sec year
11:32 PMwa sian.. who will be home rotting on a sat nite? saturday nite shld be enjoying.. that's why there is something call saturday nite fever... lolx....
okok... lets be serious now.. i dun have to study year 2 in sp... i think so.. i cant rank my 2nd year option.. i m the onli in my class who cannot rank... maybe the sch dun wan mi anymore? wahahaha....
ok, so the same thing happen to me again and again... i will not dare to like anymore people... i dun have the guts to do so.. haix....
today workl ok.. jusmin was not the cashier at my counter... sian sia... sold 3 piece today.. not bad for a start... we din tok at all... not even a single bit.... haix....
eden is good.. he sponsor my every meal.. wahhahaha...
chiming is a cheebye... wtf!! i hate u...
huiyee is a sucker... fuck u man.. ur eyes will drop off soon...
sian ar sian ar.. tmr got work again... haix.. sian sian sian
Friday, December 02, 2005
sux
10:57 PMif i were given a choicel, i wud realli wan to live my life again... i wan to master all the skill that i shld had learnt during sec sch or even P sch.. i dunnoe wan to start learning onli now... i cant afford to...
i have lost one... i think i m one the verge on losing another one... this feeling sux.... so wat if i have all the luxuries but i jus even kip something that i wan.. it still useles...
okok.. lets now tok abt sch.... MOB was fun today.. nt becos of the lesson or teacher... is becos of wat we did during tutorial today... thanks bernice for ur kua jiang... and thanks sweeying for ur comment... =X.. wahahaha...
after sch, becos nid to wait for angel, went to bb with cihang help her sign plan and all that.. then went to clementi... spend more than one hr there.. wahahaha... time jus fly without u noticing.. hehehe....
went to mit angel and pass her stuff... after that, went to play badminton.. wahaha... mi and thai thai no mo qi... onli with edwin, we can win all matches... wahahaha... it was fun... and during halfway, went to eat.. wahahaha.. pig rite? =X
at nite, went for dinner.. and finally, there is no more TMR.. if u have been reading my blog, then u will understand... wahahaha... but then still mus wait for TMR to take it.. wahahaha...
i wan watch chicken little!!! but then sure no one pei mi watch de... wahahaha.. father gg jb this thur... gonna ask him buy dvd for mi to watch.. hahaha.l. stopping here.. bb
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12:01 AMtoday is also not my day.... alot of things happen to mi jiu dui le...
went out with my fam.... eat the restuarant that ate with angel b4... 120++... ex sia.... nv buy hp cos was late... either buying TMR or sat... wahahaha.. wonder when the tmr coming? sian sian sian.. but at least bought energy vcd.. so it's ok....
JOhn called... and i dunnoe who the heck is him.. frm KL somemore.. wahahaha....
now finding sec sch U or PE... but then sure cannot find de lor.. wahaha.. sian... stupid idea by SY....
tmr gonna play badminton... it's time i shld start exercising... have been eating far too much lately... wahahaha....
now gg to watch energy concert le.. bb