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Monday, December 19, 2005
i sux i sux i sux
2:34 AM

back from jb... got enjoy ba... jus that always short of cash... haix.... i sux at giving surprises.. i admit... i jus cant endure it for more than a sec.. and the surprise was gone... i sux

went to secret recipe to have a drink.... and of cus, there was a short talk between us....

i m useless i admit.. i am ham, i also admit... everything jus kip things to myself and nv say it out... kip and kip until realli gg to explode that time then everything jus spill out.... so i sux

self reflecting... that was wat i did b4 i blog... i tot that everything was okie but i was wrong again... i wanted it back but i dunnoe how... jus cant open my mouth.. i m scared... scared of commiting the same mistake again.... i sux... i am stupid... din even know when i did the same wrong thing again... cant i jus be a lil smarter or wat? why must i be so cum... i sux...

something i found out very xie men.. i shldnt have lost that energy ban and the frenship ban.. watever the spelling is.. i jus cant be bothered.. ever since i lost the two stuff, the two of us are like quarrelling every now and then.. and of cus, this time was a big one.... i wan to sort things out but i cant find the time to do so... and of cos this are all excuses nia.. i dunnoe.. i hope that things will be sort out asap.. maybe i m realli at fault.. my apologies to u... i dunnoe if u noe that this i m writting to u... anyway, i m prepared for the worst.. i have to accept the fate....

i noe the stuff i jus type makes no sense... firstly my eng sux and i jus type wat comes out from my mind....

So, conclusion is that i sux all the way.. i jus dunnoe how to be a human... not even the basic...

tmr gonna meet angela and take the handout.. then gonna teach angel her itab.. hope that by the end of this hols., she will be able to catch up with all her sch work....

I SUX I SUX I SUX I SUX I SUX I SUX


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