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Friday, April 29, 2005

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

10:20 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

11:13 PM

12:13 AM

today wake up early... dunnoe why cannot slp... wasted sia... went to joanne hse to dye my hair... her hse is damm deserted... walk like helll... and finally, hao bu rong yi, reach her hse... her hse like those dreamland... all hello kitty.... but then winnie the pooh better.. =X wahaha... then after tat go meet baoling n shuting at clementi... sing kbox... bl de lover quite yandao sia... realli envy those ppl got stead... wahahah... reach there, sing n eat french fries...and the joanne came up with a stupid idea.. eat fries from two end... then u noe wat... my first kiss gonee.. haiz.. hahaha... very lame... then play with shuting... shuting eat like crocodile... wahaha... after that go suntec wait 4 irene... slack at 53 n listen to song... come up with an idea... chat with joanne using ppl... wahaha... fun lei... we list down all the sad things on the paper n throw away... sian... then go carrefour shop shop... play piano, game and walk ard... bought chocolate and ice cream(to cure our sadness)... fatening sia... wahhaha... then after that went to bugis with irene and steven n joanne... we took neo print... whaha... it's been ages since i last took it... whahaha... irene play for it sia... rich... then go eat nasi lemak after much considering.. wahaha... sian.. took mrt with irene and joanne... irene alight at orchard and we alight at braddel to take photo..l. whahaha.. fun sia... hehe... then after two trains, we board the mrt... then joanne slept all the way... wahaha... when the mrt announce that if anything sucipious is found call 999 in malay, joanne tot that they scolding vulgar language... whahah... stop here now... bb

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

high

12:55 AM

lleft five min to blog before calling angeline... will nto be as long as ytd... today morning go sata again... they asked mi to go to any doctor to have a letter saying that i m fit to study... wtf?! haiz... then met joanne to work... reach quite late... today got a new bar come... like very gong gong... then nv use the mic de.. wahaha... when he use the mic, like toking to ants... joanne today like work until very pek cek.. whahaha.... work abit sian... but manage to run ard... and abt 5.38, irene call mi to chat with mi... so fun... after work, went to carrefour with her to buy ingredients cos she will be cooking for her mother... hope that her mother will be alright after eating... whahaha =X... then bought two cake to eat... buy necklace for my mother at soo kee jewellery... $198... wahahahaha... then went back to kbox sing... the singing session was divided into two parts... the sentimental part and the high part... sing like siao char bo like that... whahaha... after that when working to mrt, we acted as if we are going for chalet... then keep bullshitting... i think we attrected alot of attention... wahahaha. shall stop her.. nid to call people liao... bb

Sunday, April 24, 2005

sian

9:55 PM

first, i mus thank angeline... cos she shou liu mi... if not for her, i think i would not have a place to sleep le...

ytd went to class chalet... so qiao, darren also got frenz de bdae chalet... and u noe wat? we are in the same block.. and i m jus above him... whahaha... pay 15 but no place to slp... wathell? play alot of games.... one of which is call dare and dare... it's a nice game... imagine licking others people leg, ear and backside? wahahaa... but then also a bit sian...

darren frenz is not that yandao too... i think onli photogenic ba...

when it was abt 5, i called angel... and as we tok, nv would i expect to suggest to go her hse stay... so abt 5.30, i was walking to the main entrance alone... and guess who i saw? darren sia... he accompany go out then we sit in the middle of the road to wait for 6... whahaha....

and finally, it was 6... and i board the cab... the stupid driver and detour and malke mi spend so much money on the cab fare... haiz...

let's tok abt angel hse... it is very spacious and cosy.... like her hse very much... especially her sofa, bedroom and kitchen.... her kitchen is damm big... and it is like when u r cooking, u still can dance... whahaha.. m i too kua zhang? hehehe... then next is her sofa... so 'soft' nice to slp on it but then i cant... haiz... then is her room... plan and simple... nice... especiallly her curtain.... very jap... slept on the mattress on the floor...nice sia... make me remember when i was young that time... memories wor...

i nearly late for work... i couldnt hear it when my alarm sound... whahaha... luckily i manage to wake up... i did not wake angel up cos she slp until too soundly and i walk out of her room...then i think i scare angel father... her father was like so shocked to see mi... and i borrow her toilet... after that when i was abt to go, her father tok to mi... ask mi wat sch and wat wat wat.... and i found out something abt angel from her father mouth.... wahaha

now, let's tok abt work... help darren to server customer during lunch... when it was k happy, i was slacking in the casheir and irene msg mi.... going to go eat dinner with her on tuesday... i fall asleep when i was working and i myself didnt even notice... haiz.... today that lao gao last day liao... and the micheal dun allow us to stay and sing... haiz...

haiz... tomolo still nid to wake up early... the stupid sata ask mi go for urine test again... so mafan... positive means positive liao... still test so many times for wat... trying to find people pei mi go lei... haiz...

dunnoe why, i think that i m very low class... i very ugly and sucky... my hair sucks, my size sucks and my everything sucks... haiz...

think shall stop here le... tired... bb

Friday, April 22, 2005

sad..

11:10 AM

listening to wei shen me ni bei zhe wo ai bie ren... 最心爱的情人 却伤害我最深 为什么你背着我爱别人 ... whahaha... someone should get the hint now... funny sia.... sian ar... tolmolo nid to work... very tired... not enuff rest lor... today morning wake up very early le... haiz... sad sia... dunnoe why... wat can i say? today walk orchard for the whole day... and i spent ten on my e-zlink liao.. sian lei... very tired le.. dun wish to work liao... tomolo gg to bring the strawberi chocolate to work... hopee that the chocolate will not melt worz... but then bring for who to eat? haiz... irene also not working at suntec... how can i pass to her? sian la... go slp liao...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

sucesss but not successful

11:58 AM

guess wat? i jus finish making strawberry chocolate... and it was successful... but now, i have a problem... i nid to find a way to keep the chocolate frozen from wdl to suntec kbox.... and the onli way is to use dry ice... but where can i find dry ice? haiz.. anyone noes? pls tell mi.. haiz.. sian sia... today the horse come back liao...l she welcomed mi by giving mi a hit on my elbow... she was trying to tok to mi but then u noe wat? i nv tok back to her... cos i cant be bother... whahaha.. if today is irene come de hua, i sure got people to tok to mil... and i will not be so bored..... there was an incident today.... and from this incident, i realised that michael trust mi alot.. whahaha... good sia... nothing to say le... bb

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

sad sad sad

11:34 PM

sad sad sad... why sad?
sad becos irene today last day at suntec liao... after this 4 days of so call working with her, i have fun... we can tok abt everything in the world... although our age are diff by 11 years, but then when we tok, there is like no age gap... realli had fun chatting with her... maybe becos she is not childish? whahahahahah... although she is a ACC, she is not very arrogent.... not like people, S.cashier then so hao lian... she wun anyhow use her authority.... i still owe her a treat sia.... hope that she can work morning shift at least on one day next week so that we can go eat together with steven....

steven is going to quit liao... although we onli work together for a short period of time, hai shi hui you yi dian she bu de.... afterall, he is jeff chang lei... dun play play hor.... nan de can work with jeff chang, is my rong xing sia... haiz...

sad becos i cant find the strawberi... which means that tmr morning, i had to wake up early in the morning to buy and make the stuff... i am scared that there is not enuff time for mi to complete everything...

sad becos of something... why am i feeling so sourish when i saw that? u r nothing to me... why why why? from tmr onwards, i nid to see that stupid horse again... sian... now tat my parents are not at home, i will try to cook for my family member.... i hope to 'create' new dishes for my bro n sis.. but i noe that they will nt be so supportive... argh.... that feeling is coming again.... why lei? anyone can help mi? realli think that i m very stupid to think that way... haiz... wathell!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

childish

11:59 AM

now then i realise tat i m childish... very childish... very sad sia... dun wish to tok abt it liao... if i say out, i might hav no frenz at all... not even one... today work quite fun... slp at the earlier part.. then later watch samurai X and naruto X.... whahaha... captain, server and cashier crowd ard to watch the video clips... and of cus, there were discussion after that... and we tok abtv muscles, stomach and those senitive parts... whahaa... stop here if not people will nose bleed sia...

today after work, we did not went home immediately... we waitted for shane becos she ytd pei mi until 8.... received my ot pay but then i nv work ot... whahaha... i think GOD pity me thats why give mi... dun forget worz, GOD GOT EYES... GOD CAN SEE.. GOD WILL TELL ME... i think onli joanne, angel and baobao noe abt this... whahaha.... waiting for shane, slack at kbox... play ard here and play ard there... chatted with irene again... she is damm funny sia... like a small kid... and it is like a debate for the both of us and the topic is : Who JOEY like... wahhaha... can u imagine... and of cus, we sure tok abt other things... whenever there is mi ard, there will be XXX topic...

shall stop here le... nid to watch tv liao... and this time, i will not post so many times cos i nv fa hua chi... whahahaha

Monday, April 18, 2005

10:46 PM

i nv bluff anyone... serious... angeline and auntie monkey... i nv bluff u all lei.... that time i realli nv think of him... is after that day, when i off, then i think think think then i suddenly think of him lei.... u alll will be surprise if u all noe who is him... hehe..

yesterday nv come blog because was fARkliNg busy with the stupid SP stuff.... went to bugis with shane, darren and steven ytd... cos steven wants to buy bag, then we ALL accompany him go lor... in the end, he nv buy bag but only 2 cds and a kuku jiao.. haha.. then we jus went home after that...

today go sp for enrolment.. bloodly damm crowded sia.... and u noe wat, i can enrol.... wat the fuck... they say my hair is golden... have to go again on friday sia.... gg to dye black le.. becos of the enrolment, i have to start work at 12... and onli can go home at 8... i tot it will be very tiring but then irene chatted with mi and even micheal play with us... he use the stupid spray thing to spray on mi sia... so childish... and i have to say that i love him alot alot in order to make him satisfied... wahaha.

and u noe wat? joey came to tok mi sia... wahahaha... i have won.... she has ren shu le... hehe hahaha.... but then i also hav nothing to tok to her lei... hehehe... wahaha...

if loving you is a game, i have lost... =(

Saturday, April 16, 2005

touch sia

10:16 PM

never do i expect got ppl go read my blog sia... so touch... whahaha... lame sia.. hehe.. today at work place key in wrong stuff and in the end have to pay... whahaha.. broke liao le... sian sia.. wat can i blog abt today? the joey bought a portable dvd player... then she play her she de cd all the way sia... wondering why micheal nv scold her.. sometimes i find her very poor thing but then sometimes i think she deserved it... mi too xin ruan le... cannot help.. whaha.. haiz...

miss my darling sia... so long nv see him le... wonder how he is doing in his studies.. hope that he can top the class sia.. whahaha... there will be one day when he stop calling mi darling.. and i think the day is reaching soon... he even wants mi to call him kor kor sia... very cute sia.. cannot tahan le... i think, by the time he knows how to think, i will be an old lady le.. darling, saya cinta kamu.. whahaha..

i think i shall stop here le...
PS: angel, if u come here everyday, i will give u one clue daily abt the 'YOU' mention in my previous post... wahahaha =p

loss

12:10 AM

i dunno wat have gotta over mi sia... wan to say out everything in my mind but there is no end to my thingss... haiz... i m someone with no secret cos i tend to tell ppl abt my stuffs... i dun like this to hide inside me.. this feeling is painful... people ask mi not to think much but i cant... i will try ways and means to find myself a frenz but then always unsuccessful... argh.... help mi sia... i wan to be drunk... onli when i drunk, i will forget everything... why is my life so bitter... i still got things in my mind... but i lazy to type.. who will read it anyway... haiz... i wan to die...

Friday, April 15, 2005

haiz

11:41 PM

sad sia... dunnoe why... keep thinking i m useless... i cant accomplish the mission god has given to mi... how? my life will be shorten... haiz... o , starting to like kbox le... on the day i leave, i will be very sad... sure cry de... if time could come to a stop, i will wan it to stop on 14/4/05... that was the most enjoyable time i had.. will there be another chance? i dunnoe and i dun wan to noe cos i dun have to hav a negative answer... haiz... wathell? sch starting soon... means i have to leave kbox soon... sad sia... i think i will start to be frenless again after i leave kbox sia... haiz... guess wat i m thinking now? i dun hate joey at all... cos i understand how she feels... cos everyone will go thru this stage of life... i m not older than joey but i m jus now as childish as her... wahaha... i like u but i dunnoe how to tell u... i dun look as prettier as joanne nor as sweet as shuting nor as slim as angel nor as daring as bl... i m jus plain too sucky sia... even if one day i disappear from here, u will not notice mi... but do i realli like u? wathell i toking abt.. haiz...



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Thursday, April 14, 2005

high sia..

10:45 AM

jus reach home not long ago... came back froma hotel... yesterday go rush again... this time is not i drunk... is baoling and joanne... one vomit after the other... and i still can eat prata in front of them.. wahaha... after that, went to buy absolute vodka and some tibits b4 we take cab down to suntec to meet angeline... and u noe wat? that fucking horse say she saw mi.. but i was hiding... so it is not possible for her to see mi... wathell?!! we cant find the victoria hotel so we went to hotel81... but very ex.. so we go to the one nxt to it... 4pax, $120.. once we check it, we run into the room and each went to lie on one bed.. very funny sia... then we play the 789 and angeline is the most sway de... wahaha.. manage to take video of the game... whaha.. after the 10 min interval, we play truth or dare.. a very stupid game indeed btu it was fun... and it was my first time showing my nana to girls...wahaha.. but theirs were much more bigger than mine sia... not long after that, we went to slp... and suddenly the stupid angel become mad sia.... and how hug hug kiss kiss squeeze squeeze. all my oil nearly kanna squeze out sia... then her frenz came... damm noisy sia.. tok and laugh, tok and laugh... wahaha... then out of a sudden, joanne fell off the bed... wahahah.... can u imagine? boom... whaha.. then fell asleep without knowing wat happen... then at abt ten, joanne wake mi up and go home... and we leave the mess for the two of them to clear up... this is the first time ever i enjoyed myself so much... how i wish i m a rich girl... then can every wed go check in hotel... whaha.. if i free, i will post up the pictures later.. bye bye... got to slp... =)

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

memories

12:03 AM

when i was browsing at the frenster webbie, i saw PSSBAND... then i suddenly tot of mr chiang.... our band syf... and wat happen when the result was announce... bbq, present exchange, band camp and alot alot.. sian.. miss mr chaing alot.. hope we can get to meet each other again... whahaha..

Monday, April 11, 2005

i m use farking useless

11:11 PM

haiz.. this few days keep droping tears... for the first time, i scared someone until i cry sia.. haiz.. why am i so useless... now i m too ashamed to face any1 in kbox le... haiz... i must be stong... this wed again... mus drink to my heart content... mus forget all those sad things... if not, i will jus die... haiz.. and now i know how to spell the movie i watch yesterday... is call the pacifier... sian sia.. shall stop here... bb

movie

12:58 AM

today watch a movie with joe, darren and yvonne... i dunnoe hw to spelll the name... wahaha... b4 that, slack at kbox and sing till we high.... wagaagaga.. fun sia... this wed gg to chiong again worzzz.. haha... then maybe learn to play pool after that... sure stop here. gg to slp... bb

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Ladies Nite

10:49 PM

wahaha... ytd went to chiong with joanne and angeling and baoling... new 'members' every week sia... hehe... drink and drink and drink... go 7 11 ask abt the vibrating condem... then buy stuff to eat... then successfully went into angels...wahaha... damm lok cok.. no people inside de.. told angeling smething that make her low all the way... accompany her sit outside 7 11 and she 'attracted' 2 men... angeline still gong gong tok to them... after 3, went to c8 play pool... on da way, bad things happen... and i shall not mention it... when we reach there, mi play pool with joe while the rest go sing... then joanne join ask after a while... i m lousy in playing pool... worst than last time.. hehe... mus ask joe to be my master... then teach mi some of his skill... wahaha... next week will go again... hope to enjoy myself sia... bb

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

chiong ar...

11:08 PM

wahaha... tomolo gg chiong again.. but then this time angeline wans to go.. then dunnoe baoling will wan to go anot... if baoling dun wan to go, then will be very sian... cos nothing to drink at all... hehe... now still waiting for bao bao to call mi... dunno what keep her so long to call mi sia... tomolo sure very nice de.. whahaha...

Monday, April 04, 2005

off day

11:38 PM

wa... so long nv update liao.. hehe... sian... very tired too.. jus now after work, went to bugis with baobao and shane to eat sia... we 'eat' damm long.. wahaha.l.. we tok and tok and tok very long sia... very funny also... tok abt the staff in kbox especially joey... joey is the most interesting topics of all... and we laugh n laugh like 3 mad women... cannot tahan... if jiu jiu yi chi can like this damm good sia... relaz and joke... hehe... i think joanne still angry with mi sia... becos of my mouth.. haiz... watever it is, i still have to cont living.. hehe.. shall stop here... bye