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11:28 PM

disappointment.

5:28 AM

work veri slack... jitao work with jeremy will die sia.. jus cant stand him.. luckily next week no nid to work with him... i will request not to work with him for long.. i think wee also can stand him sia.... pity anisa sia... anyway, at the later part, onli abit customer nia... then everyboldy start to slack.. slp and play... nth else... all thanks to anisa if not, i will nid to work full shift...

when i was abt to off work, angel and lama came... slack awhile b4 going off...

wanted to watch firework but then didnt see at all... saw my sis and her frens at esplanade... ate cos kevin say got firework... sian sia.. then went to marina sq to have dinner.. had dinner at the food court... the most popular food was the one i least expected... haha. and is the chao kway tiao.... hahahah...

then went to slack awhile b4 going home.. lama went home first cos i think his china doll is kao bei-ing liao... was able to physco angel come my hse... but then felt guilty whenever she come my hse... cos i jus dunnoe how to say.. paiseh ar..... going to physco her pei mi go work tmr...

jus nw angel say wanna come my hse to ton next sunday.. but then i think she jitao wun come my hse again.. whahaha... cos u noe why? my hse jus simply sucks... and the other reason is my mother... hopes that my mother will not barged into my room.. wahahaha...

lama told angel that i wil be falling in love soon... looking forward to it cos nv try b4.. but i hate commitment.. or scarlie his prediction not accurate de.. wahahaha....

tmr wee will be doing the opening with mi... wahaha.. at least can push all the things to him then i no nid to do so much stuff.. although he is a boss, but then i dun treat him like one.. wahahaha...

sian sia.. now very tired... want to slp but then if i realli go to slp, i will not be a good host.. whaahaha... hehehe.. wanna slp also dun dare... cos no one pei mi.. and the stupid angel dun wan to slp.. sian sia...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

working is nice

12:27 AM

wow.. today have fun working sia.. as usual mit anisia at the taxi stand.... reach there saw ronald and wee there.. wow, so song sia.. was sad that ronald duck quitting.. sad sad sad... nth but sad.. haiz...

when the morning shift staff all gone, left mi nisa and wee... disturb wee all the way.. who ask him keep bullying mi.. whaha.. learn how to make ice mocha... and i a, successful in making ice blend... hehhee...

then anne and her stead come here slack.. whahaha... then tok for awhile b4 they go.. then we go pack up and the cash have extra 6 dollar.. whahah... we have to rush for the last train...

a long friendship can be easily break over money matter... why is it friendship are so fragile? haiz..

Thursday, July 28, 2005

changi airport

7:10 PM

went to changi airport to study.. b4 that, went to sengkang to have my dinner cos angel was not ready yet.... took 27 to airport... took sky train to terminal two... study at bk as the viewing mall is under renovation....

not long later, lama join us... pei angel go out smoke.. and a ah pek ask for a cig from her... she told mi not to tell lama cos lama will kb.. but then when i ask lama if someone were to ask cig from him, he say that he will give.... maybe the way i blog here is not funny, but then it's realli funny...

went to terminal to slack awhile be4 heading to ecp to play pool... i jitao dunnoe how to play pool sia.. sad... then went to mac to study and once in a while, went out to the playground to smoke...

actualli going swimming de but then i think everyone is too tired le... cos i also very tired... mus go postpone my booking.. wahahaha

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

refresh

9:00 AM

ytd work was boring.. jitao very sian sia... not alot of people.. and there is a problem... the management people de problem.. so sad to see the vanness to get so pissed off.. haiz.. and u noe wat? the duck nv come acc mi home.. but then also not bad lah.. cos i din go home at all...

cip was a waste of time... so disgusting... and nid to pack all those stupid stuff.. and u noe wat? the biscuit they gave all lau hong de.. sad sia...

after work, lama and angel come find mi.. went to pub.. drink and sing.. although lama very good at singing, but then he jitao slow by 3 sec.. spoil all the song sia.. wahaha..

after that, went to raffles place to lie on the grass patch... tried acapalla but then abit not successful.. and can see two BIG BABY playing with the grass and playing hide and seek.. then went to lps to eat.. after that went to the esplanade.. tomolo the merlion not its normal state.. keep vomitting non stop.. maybe becos she miss lama? or maybe becos lama nv sing for her.. wahaha...

and here i am, back home... must try to do hse work then later can go ton again.. shall say that i going class chalet...wahaha.. smart rite? anyway, it's hols.. i shld be relaxing myself.. yeah.. stop here le..

Monday, July 25, 2005

nothing much happen

11:12 PM

today very tired... slp for very long.... yao qi lai hen xin ku...

nv meet up with angel cos she cant wake up sia...

went to dye my hair and cut my hair.. but then this hair stylist is damm no exp lor.. dye like nv dye like that.. sad sia..

tmr got cip and then have to work again sia... scared i will not be able to make it sia... cos i am still new...

tmr there will be someone acc mi home sia.. so shiok.. mayb everything might not be so exciting as i predict cos if there is nothing for us to tok abt, it will be very akward sia...

shall stop here now.. veyr tired and hungry....

Sunday, July 24, 2005

song sia..

11:43 PM

today went to work.. was a bit late.. but i think it's alright cos jackson is worst than us... yeah..

another training day i shld say.. today learn to garnishing and coffee... the milk i 'frost' was not that bad afterall... everyone was made to drink up the milk they 'frost' but i nv.. cos, donald duck help mi finish it.. wahahaha...

realli cant stand the lady boss... not smart but wan to act smart... kan pua niao.l.. a piece of servlet also wan to save... haiz.. some more still so thick skin.. oh shit.. cant stand her... but then nisa and her click so welll....

and i think that the management people cant communicate well.. cos they jus shout and they dun listen to each other...

shiok sia... my hand kanna touch by 'vanness'.. yeahh.. but this wasnt that high... wat make mi more song is after hearing wat joanne tell mi... but then that might not be the truth.. hehehe... but at least i can cfm that tues, i will not be gg home alone.. someone will come acc mi home after being physco by mi.. hohoho.. marry christmas.. yeah yeah..

shall stop here le.. bb

new hair

12:07 AM

and yeah.. i finally cut my hair le.. now not so la ta le... hehe

ytd whole nite spend outside.. rush and esplanade.. first time go esplanade sia..
at rush very sian.. but did crazy stuff like eating tabacco? whahaha...

slack at esplanade with angel and lama until morning then go home...

reach home, mother nv kb but then she ask her fren to lecture mi sia.. sian

went to work today.. eat alot of spag, lasanage(watever the spelling is).. sian... tmr learning make coffee.. and becos of jeremy, spoil everyone plan... start work at 2 and end at 6.. this kind of timing how to go out sia?

gtg.. bb

Thursday, July 21, 2005

just home

11:49 PM

wootx.. reach home le.. yeah.. tired... today is an eventful day... you noe i noe then can le.. jus a simple blog...

got back my pacc and econs.. was elated that i pass my pacc.. but then abit disappointed for econs.. haiz... sad sia...

enjoy my afternoon today.. jus enjoy.. sturn sia... now i found out that anything also can sturn.. hehhehe... nt onli cig can sturn, sing song also can sturn... whahaha... if i spell wrongly, dun laugh at mi k?

went to the so called training.. was late and lied to rendy that got test.. whahaha.. then went to eat dinner and it was free... yeah.. no training today.. tmr still nid to go down... the wee sound it like it's an interesting place wor.. hehe... shall give my full commitment sia.. still got incentives de.. not bad sia... but then still gonna work at the banquet cos i realli have no money le.. hehehe...

and yeah... derrick was in the finals again.. but then abit sad for leon cos his singing also not that bad too.. haiz...

on the verge of breaking down... felt guilty for wat i did today.. haiz... yi shan bu neng chang er hu..

tired

12:09 AM

today pon sch.. i think alot of people in my class also pon... so it's okie...

woke up at 11+++... tot that will be staying at home for the whole day.. but then receive a call from angel and off i go to meet her and lance at bugis....

jus cant stand people with childish thinking.. board 901 and there is this slut or bitch or watever... damm childish.. shall not tok too much abt her...

meet them at bugis... lance went to buy bag... wahahaha.. then went to eat.. then walk walk ard... actualli wanted to go suntec sing kbox but then michael was there.. so din go...shall be going tomolo... then headed to go shaw tower there to play pool but there dun have pool center... then b4 heading to marina sq, slack at the coffee shop there...

exchange my strawberri cig wif lance without him knowing.. and in the end, he was given a choice to choose which pack to take, he chose the one with more strawberri de.. and yay!!. i took the one with more pall mall de...

sit there awhile and then we went home.. cos too tired le.... mrt damm crowded sia... hate it man.. onli manage to find a seat when i was at yishun....

my bro order kfc delivery for dinner... and so, we told our mother to onli buy fried oyster nia.. but then she bought prata and roti tissue... wahahaha...

tml will be a fearful day.. taking back two paper at the same time... oh my god!!.. pls bless mi sia....

accept a challenge from a witch sia... mus learn to rap the song zi ri... but then it's good that my com can read chi automaticalli... i have alr start practicing... mus win sia.. sure got incentive de...

shall slp now.. too tired le.. bb

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

mood swing

11:44 PM

today in sch v sian.. pon cd to study for stats but then nv realli study..

went to guild house to play pool with angel..... walk in the rain and of cus play in the rain.. realli enjoy myself alot although it's abit cold...

stats test was ok.. i think i m the most stupid person in the world... i have a choice of answer and yet i wrote something from my thinking.. stupid rite? haiz...

went to meet shuting and anne with angel... can see that angel abit not happi... but then i still have to thanks winston.. baoling join later and then follow by lance... nan de all present sia... play arcade... it's a bit unfair cos poly student have to pay more for the game.... haiz...

after that went home.. took mrt....

forget to bring key cos my mother was at home.. have to wake my bro up and kanna kan by him.. i am sure he hate mi alot...

the training for the art theme cafe was postpone... spoil my plan sia.. tomolo no activities.. sian lei.. shld i go sch? shld i not? haiz..

i shld be happi today.. and i am happi.. but then i also not happi.. dunnoe why.. maybe pms ba.. but mine jus finish not long ago.. hmmm....

shall not blog too much... no time sia... hehe.. gtg..bb

Monday, July 18, 2005

die liao

10:11 PM

wow... tmr got stats test.. but then haven study.. think not going to study.. formula will be given.. shld be ok ba...

let's tok abt sch.. jitao sian half way.. kanna accused by my itab tutor but then he apologise to mi.. so it's okie.. after sch.. saw this fucking bitch.. diao mi for nothing.. damm dulan sia... wanna give her one tight slap.. wear clothes until so tight.. all the fat meat all come out... legs are so thick.. still wear such a short skirt.. wat the fuck.. maybe i should not say her cos i aint any better but then i jus cant stand the sight of her... fuck her to earth core...

chatted with this guy call benjamin tan.. dunnoe who is he sia... 23 yr old.. oh my god.. so old... still say wan bring mi go clubbing.. watever...

went to mit anne at cwp.. slack and eat dinner.. went to uncle tibits and i pass.. yeah.. maybe i got a chao lao face,, but then it's not... it's becos i m cheng shou ok.. not chao lao.. wahahaha...

nw at home.. once reach home can hear my mother nag nag nag.. sian sia... my darling nv come.. so sad.. make mi happi for nothing.. haiz...

shall not blog too much.. cos i am watching channel U now.. bb

Sunday, July 17, 2005

lazy sia...

9:21 PM

went to see my blog then notice that i din blog today....

actualli today also nth much to blog sia... morning wake up help mother do hse work then cook prata for lunch...

then went to shit and bath le then slack in my bro room... use com and pack my worksheet.. it's a total mess.. will be packing once every two week...

shikai intro a day job to mi.. on sat... work dunno as wat.. jus stand there for 4 hrs and will be paid 30 bucks.. but then the respond was too overwhelming.. watever shit.. dunnoe hw to spell.. then no more vancancies... whahaha...

hols coming le... gonna go m'sia... my darling today nv come.. so sad... mus go find him during hols... miss him far too much liao..... and his sis too... jitao very lame sia....

tmr ec test.. and i have yet study anything... no self discipline... too lazy to study... been wasting my time.. watching tv and stare blankly into the screen... homework also not yet done.. pacc,stats,fom,cd,econs.. on my god...

i have a good neighbour.. she cook chilli crab and she gave us some.. so good sia... eat abit nia cos on diet... yeah... mus slim down until no tummy....

i m not good in handling problem and i approach a fren of mine... dun care if u wanna say mi irresponsible or wat, i dun min... hope that the fren of mine will be able to help mi.. but then i think it's hard too.. haiz...

by living in ur own memories, then u will be happi... and of cus, this apply to mi to.. think i shall be in living in the world of my own.. then like this i can be happi everyday.. yeah... but then i jus cant stop thinking that much...

okok.. shall stop here le.. bb

mixed feelings

12:17 AM

after i have learnt abt something, i jitao feeling very .... jus dunnoe hw to phrase and i shall not elaborate abt it...

suppose to be gg to sentosa but then anne aunt vist her so cannot make it... din go cos i dun think it will be meaningful.. cos this outing is suppose to let them be tgt but then ... , so nv go le..

trying to ask the two of them out but then it was not successful... went to meet anne and went down to kbox sc to take my cam... jsu before we went in, saw selina and her stead... also from peirce de... just tat i forget her name...check in as one st cos i m tempted to sing... we self service and got ourselves two tibits... we were given a free fruit plate by lance... wahaha.. not long later, michael was here... our session was suppose to be till 8.30 but then b4 7, we were told that we one have on song left... wtf!!! but who cares? we sing till just a min b4 our bladder expose and went to the toilet... saw michael and i think he is a farking cb... shall not tok abt it....

i m being hired by the art theme cafe.. wahaha... so shiok.. how that the environment will be good and realli can relax there... excited sia...

went to the arcade to play... lose to anne in bball but then the rest i win... and i was rewarded with dj mix.. wahaha.. nice rite... yeah...

and once again saw selina and her stead while waiting for my turn at the atm.. then suddenly anne told mi something.. she asked mi not to worry.. sure can find a guy de... wahahaha...

went to a jap restaurant for dinner... food there are cheap and nice... it would onli be better if they serve it with chillies... there was a craving for durians and so we decided to eat durian puff... went to carrefour to find but then cannot find.. in the end, bought 5 bananas and anne bought gui ling gao for her ah ma...

went to sky garden to slack... try the dj mix ( strawberries version)... abit bitter but then realli got the strawberry taste and the taste stay in ur throat... it's nice... okok...

took mrt home and tok to anne on the phone.. and here i m.. reach home le... gonna slp soon.. too tired le...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

complicated

12:32 PM

why is life so complicated? why cant people live their life simply..?

i am trying hard and i believe everyone is trying...

but once again, i fail.. i am nothing but a failure....

this world is unfair... why so people can always be happi while some cant..

Friday, July 15, 2005

job interview

11:02 PM

from this moment onwards, i will hate FOM to the earth's core... i jus cant stand my ptm... wat the fuck... wat encouragement and all that.. jus a piece of shit.... nothing but shit... did not do well for my test... got 65 percent nia... shall not tok much abt it.. it will onli make mi boil...

after sch meet and angel and go for the interview.. took mrt to clarke quay.... sia... so sian.... hope that they will be hiring mi... jitao no money liao....

and there is a project for FOM... and my teammate is like... wat the helll.... monday got EC proposal test too... oh my god.. sure fail de... tuesday got stats test... farkingly stress rite now...

asked money for my mum for tomolo and he went to ask from my father.. but my father say he alr gave mi hundred plus plus le... wtf!! he onli gave mi hundred nia and since when is there a plus plus... and he thinks that the world is so wonder that a consession for mrt will be able to use for bus too... naive....

tmr is the day... i wanted it to come soon but i dun wan it to end so soon... after tmr, bads thing will happen... i think so.... haiz... looking forward to it or wat? wat will it be like tomolo when the east meets the west... haiz...

i m trying hard to save this but to no avail.. i m jus like a fool cos i know that there is nothing i can do but i still wanna do something abt it... i dunnoe how it became like this and i realli dun wan it to become like this... watever the case is, lwt nature take it course ba...

to kel, if u happen to come online and read my blog, jus wanna tell u that i m slping alr... i m so sorry... cos i m too tired... maybe tomolo then send u the pic ba...

shall stop here... bb

Thursday, July 14, 2005

inadequate sleep

11:49 PM

very very tired... tired until cannot tired... today went to sch for econs and pacc nia.. pacc onli one hr... wasted my time... dun understand at all... dunnoe wat she is toking abt....

went to meet anne at wdl.. but b4 that, went home first... go down to orchard and to far east... it was raining heavily.... bought a top for 30 bucks... then go shop shop... anne bought a shoe and the shop owner tot that we were sis so we acted as one when anne went to trim her eyebrow...

went for an interview... pay was low but then he sound as if the job was fun... ART theme.... hope he will hire mi ba... tomolo will still be gg for 2 more interviews....

went to PC cos anne wanted to take her pay... ate at the foodcourt and went to play pool.... i lost.. haiz... expected... and we bet for one pack of dj mix... wanted to buy dj mix but then out of stock... waste my time sia... play pool is a very tiring game.. after one or two round, u will not be able to concentrate well... and eventualli, u will lose... shld have go to kbox... singing is much nicer... wahaha..

took mrt home.. there was this lady who is kind enuff to shift one seat so that we could sit together... thanks to her...

actualli tomolo going ms de but then i think i m too tired to go.,.. maybe going on next friday ba... shall stop here le... nid to slp... bb

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

finally relax

11:28 PM

today pon pacc... yeah... luckily nv go cos the cobra nv come... i think cobra go catch some snake that's why nv come cum sch... then go 4 econs and fom...

wahaha.. today is the first i nv go home str8 sch... went to clementi with angel to take back bl hp but the jimmy wasnt there... made a wasted trip.. then acc angel go kfc to eat...

then after that went to mit anne... her clinic was closed... then procee to cck for sing along session... the stupid kbox dun have ba ai fang kai... started with my fav song yan lei de wei dao and tian yu di.. and mission accomplish.. sing other songs too... our session ends at 9 but then no one chase us away.. ended ur session with may day song....

then anne went to buy a blouse... 9.90 nia... so cheap.... then took mrt home...

now teaching kel lim econs... bb

FOOL

12:18 AM

i totally acted like a fool in the home... so did u peoplen actualli laughed at mi or did u all laughed at me....

when in the home, everything wad so unprepared... the games are limited and have to think on the spot wat to do... the elderly loook kinda of bored but then i think they enjoy themselves with the 1 2 3 4 5 5 game and the sing along session.. there was this one old auntie who really is very active and bubbly... she dance with mi and we two make a turn tgt... luckily she did not fall down....

i m realli happi to see this ppl being happi... but for myself, i am definitly not.... smthing happen again.... too tired to blog anymore......

bb

i have befriend with my tears and saddness... it's my good fren cos we meet up everyday...

Monday, July 11, 2005

PACC TEST

8:49 PM

ohh.. it's another sure flunk test... today whole day go sch got test.. first was ec pre test.... wasnt very sure of wat to write......

pon stats again.. when to guide house to play bridge.. had lunch there.. food was not that bad.. they even have buffet there... next time mus bring____ go there eat....

itab lesson again.. got a test.. sure fail de.. cos din manage to complete... think will have to forward module.. and during lesson, kanna 'molest' by someone... oh my god.. at the end of the test, when i left the room, my whole head was red.. thos burning red and my head was damm painful...

cldnt concentrate well during pacc test.... finish very fast... scribble thru the whole paper.. tot tat i cld slp with the remaining time but then i cant... wat was on my mind were those happi moment i spend with them.. those crazy things that we do and those precious moment we share.. realli hope that we cld be like we use to be..

stop here le.. bb

history repeating itself

12:30 AM

at this very moment something happen to mi.. it's jus like wat happen to mi 4 yrs ago..

why is it this kind of thing mus happen to mi.. why? why not others but me... it's alr happen to mi once and this is the second time....

i hate my life and i realli do... i envy ppl going out with their frens and all that...

now wat shld i do? my life no better than a nun..

Sunday, July 10, 2005

wasting my time

6:55 PM

i have been wasting my time.. onli been able to read thru my lecture notes.. anad i have no mood to study....

later gonna watch the charity....

cook dinner for my family... but then cos maybe take photo not nice, angel thinks that it look like shit... wahahaha... luckily i m not eating...

stomach pain sia.. dunnoe why.. keep runing to the toilet... wahaha...

shall stop here le... my show starts le.. bb.. take care...

oh shit....

3:19 PM

tomolo pacc... and u noe wat, tmr still got itab and ec... oh... sure die de... pacc alr cannot make it le... how? help mi...

think that most of my classmate will not be studying for pacc cos they are alr so pro in it le.... as for mi, i think i sure flunk.... haiz....

Saturday, July 09, 2005

finally

5:37 PM

econs over... sure fail.. yeah!!!!

finally got ppl pei mi chu qu le...

now chatting with steven.. miss the time in working kbox, when everything is so perfect... everyone de gan qing so close...

and went to see doc today.. lose 0.6kg.... so happi... doc give mi additional medicine to try... i hate this doc.. he very nerd...

walking the the path that we always walk.. used to be two but now only one. staring at the ground, imagining ur shadow just beside me like what it used to be. how i wish u were here but facts cldnt be changed and so i teared. miss the way we had fun together, doing most things tt others do.. but now everything to me seems so lonely. like how we are total strangers and i asked myself why why why..

stop here.. bb

Friday, July 08, 2005

no title

11:20 PM

i m such a failure... ask who out who also not free... haiz.... no more engery on sunday... cos shuting has to stay at home... haiz... lance also maybe not free, angel too... who else can i ask? i hate it man.. i hate failure.... have been going home str8 after sch for these few days... so sian..

listen to If tears could bring you back.. nice and touching song...

tmr gt econs but yet to study... too tired le... jus intend to read thru.. hope i will not be late tomolo.... after the test still nid to see doc again... sian ar... i hate loneliness....

sian ar.... wat more can i say... bb

tired

5:44 PM

today very tired... attend pacc and econs tutorial... fall aslp during econs tutorial becos i forget to bring the lecture notes... and then followed by the 2 hr break.. dunnoe wat to eat sia so in the end ate wanton noodle... learnt how to play bridge during break....

FOM lesson is carried forward to 1.30 and it will ALWAYS be at 1.30... hate fom... during lesson, found a song... very nice and i decided to share with u people.. and the songs goes like this:

ever since that day
your presence is not felt
without u
i just cldnt live well
i find myself doing stupid things
like hitting myself with bottle
and inedible stuff entering my stomach
I hurt myself physically and mentally
i did not care much abt my frenz
cos u r tthe only one in my mind
wat i wan is you back in my life
together like how we used to be

but now
everything seems impossible
we are strangers to each other
waiting quitely for each other
to make the first move with a glimpse of hope
it's not visible
but i can see it in you.

this song is by someone who is not popular....

okok.. shall stop here le...
bb

PS: oh god. give mi the courage.. give mi the guts.. tis is wat i nid now..

shld i or shld i not

12:05 AM

Shld i care abt P? it's not the same le... i wanted to help but i jus dunnoe how could i help... how can i appraoch? how can i help? i dun wan P to ruin ta de life in a moment of foolishness... haiz....

Thursday, July 07, 2005

exercise

10:46 PM

today went to sch at 8... veri tired.... cldnt concentrate in class.... luckily there was a small break in b/w... and joke with the teacher abit...

scold 20 upon 30 for my mcq.... shld i be happy? shld i be sad.... nvm... at least still got 2 days to study... wahahaha

during break, went to the pacc class room str8 away... had a so called mini celebration for kelly leow cus today is her bdae among us....

during lesson, listen to swaysway mp3... got alot of nice english songs in it... nice sia... wahahaha

during the 2 hr break, went to play bballl... i m old.. and i hav to admit it... play awhile and i am tired.. and i think i am the onli one who run ard while the rest jus wait for the ball...

pon fom... went home after tat... jus wake up nia... later, got to do all my pacc tutorial... is nt sure fail de....

i miss u and i seriousli do... it's been long since i last saw u.. jhope u are doing well in ur life... and realli hope to see u again soon...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

another day

11:39 PM

today is jus a normal wednesday... jus that after sch, there is a sex tok.... the tok was very boring and luckily winston called to chat with mi... but do i look like a guy which is very good at xian-ing women? wahahaha

went to jb after sch... small incident happen... dun wan to tok abt it.. and i have to thanks the police for his help....

bought a spect, 3 t shirt.... very tired sia.... walk walk walk...... and i miss 950 and i have to take 170 and then the mrt.....

tmr will be playing bball in sch... shld i wear slippers or shoe? wahahahaha... see first ba

now struggling with econs... oh my god... test is on sat and i still dunnoe... and even worst still, monday is PACC... sure fail de... help... profit and loss acc, b/cd... wat's all that?

maybe meeting shuting on sun... go watch energy... yeah... shld i buy the album again? then can get their autograph... shuting volunteer to spilt the cos but then i paiseh sia.... see first ba....

shall stop here le...bb

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Forever

12:56 PM

wat is forever?
definition: For everlasting time; eternally:

forever is impossible? no... i am going to change that and make it possible for as long as i live....
cos nothing is impossible.... as long as we are going to try it, it will be possible...

my head hurts now.. the moment i bend down, it will start to hurts.... and my hand is swollen... cldnt carry heavy stuff... wat will happen to mi next? *sigh*

jus got my pay... and i kanna cheated again... i shld be getting 8 and not 7 but they onli pay mi 7... wat the fuck.... and i think they sack mi le... no nid to work liao... better... their stall so sucky... then somemore sell so ex.... in SD, they sell cheaper lor.. slap them ar... hopw that they will bu de hao si...

Monday, July 04, 2005

sian

9:24 PM

today yotuh day...

go home early at 2...

slp at home

then wake up..

life is meaningless without u people...

I definitely don wan to be jus once a fren with u two... i wan to be forever... although it may not be possible but i am gonna make it possible....

Sunday, July 03, 2005

life is meaningless

10:19 PM

to mi now, life is meaningless....

the one i trust the most say that i dun trust her....
my family and sk all look down on me...
always kanna suan by my that idiotic cousin...
work also not success...

haiz.... live in this world also no point....

wat the fuck

1:37 PM

wat did i do do deserve this? now even my sis look down on mi... say i wun be able to pass and grad... argh!!!!

now i have lost everything... got money also no use now....

jus go ahead and look down on mi... i wun give a damm now...

i m preparing for the sch to kick mi out then go work liao...

and if i have the ability, i will live on my own and disappear from this world....

from bad to worst

2:04 AM

now things are going from bad to worst....

the misunderstanding is even deeper now... realli dunnoe wat to do.. this is my third time crying for her.. second time was yesterday...

haiz... and my sch work too.. cant even do a qns.... sure fail for all the test de.. waiting for the sch to sack mi ba...

nw do everything also li bu chong xin.. haiz...

Friday, July 01, 2005

i hate myself

11:56 PM

now i hate myself and i realli do...

why cant i be born talented... why cant i be good at words? why cant i be daring abit...

i m born stupid, hamji,useless and everything... wat the fuck....

here got problem, there got problem... everytime full of troubles... one comes after the others...

in sch can also let ppl look down on mi... why cant i jus lift up my head and face the people--S

ppl tok bad abt mi and i have to pretend i noe nth and joke ard with them--K

work one day and can get sack without knowing-- chocolate stall

ppl dun wan to hire and i can be so thick skin enuff to ask whether am i working anot--sharon

is there any other way that i can be a better person...

ovErsEnsItiVe?

8:07 PM

maybe i am oversensitive or wat... i jus hate today.... haiz

today is cihang bdae... happy bdae to u wor....

Fom was ok ba... sure fail de... finish in less than half an hour.. wanted to go off but then pai seh.. so stay till 6.15....

ok.. tat's all for today.. bb