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Friday, September 30, 2005
surprise
3:07 PM

give angel a surprise... bluff her say my mother chased mi out of the hse then she was kind enuff to shou liu mi.. hehe... whahahaha...

although din make it in time, but then i think is alright ba... wnated to sabo her but then her neck too stiff.. cannot bend down.. wahahah... anyway, also got kanna abit ba...

then at her hse play dai dee and wu gui... then dunnoe why, onli mi n anne high, she jitao sit there like very sian like that... then soon, we went to slp...

wake up that time, help her pack her room and then off we go... went to riverale mall to eat breakfast cum lunch.. then took cab home... tonite fisherman.. whahaha.. yeah!!


Thursday, September 29, 2005
regrets
1:00 PM

had fun ytd... went to amk for a feast after my fom paper... finally get to eat crab.. whahaha.... we still ordered fried oyster, prawn noodle, satay and kang kong.... too bad, there weere no prawns...

after eating, we had nth better to do.. so went to sing kbox.... very long nv k le... that's why the feeling is great.. the max free us snacks sia.. and we sing for 6 hrs. then angel frens join in too.... and we sing and sing and play dice... we even side order a jug bourbon coke... the ming jin went off first so left the other guy with us.. he lousy sia.. drink abit jiu cannot make it liao.

then we nid to go to atm first b4 we can take cab home. so people hor, kip singing like siao char bo.. kan pua sia sway... nearly kanna police check.. whahaha...

went to her hse. but can realli slp.. dunnoe y... dreamt that i will wake up ard 7.30 and in the end, i woke up at 7.30... so i jus continue to slp.... and leave her hse at 8 plus... regret leaving so early, cos my mother at home... then cannot slp.. slpo for onli 3 hrs jiu yao qi lai liao.. haiz...


Tuesday, September 27, 2005
in deep shit
11:54 PM

i am in deep shit now...

realli, such a big head but inside empty...

zhong kan bu zhong yong.

nid to play concentration b4 i can realli concentrate.. waahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah...


sian
11:29 PM

today went to sk again..

went to find xiao li.. tok awhile and smoke... and i found out today that k750i and w800i almost share the same function jus that w800i got offline mood. and their price is one heaven one earth...

and finally angel came... she waited for mi while i read thru my notes. all that wentt in come out again.. =X

went to the arcade to play... and there is this mei mei who want to play but her mom dun allow, so i play with her lor... time crsis 3 sux... their gun cannot aim de... then play daytona and i win!!! wahahaha... due to the facts that she dunnoe how to use manual gear.. waahahaha...

went to the bus stop to smoke again.. there is this boy who has a few worms in his container... then when he take out the worms, angel was so scared that she walk of.. and then the boy still smile to mi.. wahaha.. cute....

fom sux... tmr is the paper le... hope it will end asap..

oh ya. i forget.. now my name is teo xiao tou... wan to noe the reason? ask mi...


Monday, September 26, 2005
enjoyable day =D
11:32 PM

wahaha... econs can pass ba... was stupid... cldnt find the mc... anyway, it's over...

went to jb.... shop shop shop... eat eat eat.... dun feel like elaborating... hope angel was not bored today....

but then was shocked that angel had a same hat as my bro... too much of a coincidence le ba... wahahaha...

got this saleguy which i notice kip smiling at mi when his collegues is doing the selling.. whahaha... cute boy wor.. and for this guy who trying to persuade to buy his stuff, bu zhi bu jue become our fren.. he act machiam like we v close like that.. angel, dun say i hong hor.

bought 2 tops... then went to the hawker for my wanton mee b4 gg back sg... jitao so nice.. the wanton noodle.. and,, its my first time eating in hawker with angel... wahahaha... she gave mi her every first time... touch sia...

then back to sg again... went to cwp de toilet then smoke awhile b4 we walk to the bus stop where angel bus is...

on my way walking home, kanna ants attack.. wtf?! painful sia... omg!!!


No more
2:17 AM

okok... i think i have lost u... and u r gone forever in my life.. haiz...

why did everything end up this way? haiz....

shld i be happi or shld i be sad?

to mi, sometimes u r scary!!! but then u do have ur lovable side..

anyway, no pt crying over spill milk...

wat is urs will be urs ever if u dun wan it... so if it dont mean to urs, no pt holding it tight to urself as it will eventualli gone.

now shall concentrate on my studies...

i still wanna get drunk!!!


fun sia
12:31 AM

okok.. at least for the past few day, today is the day i njoy most.. wahaha... shiok ar...

went to sk to study with angel and joanne... although study awhile but better than nth... saw xiaoli sitting there alone smoking.. wahaha...

studied at ljs awhile and off we go to nua... on our way, foud a ns pass and angel was kind enuff to put it in the letter box... wonder since when she so kind hearted... =X

went to 191a void deck to slack and play dai dee... play till 12 then we went home. although it last for a short while nia but then i realli enjoy myself...

tmr to jb.. yeah!!


Sunday, September 25, 2005
dulan
1:03 AM

so why bother to ask for my opinion when u dun ever bother?

wat the fark!!! i hate going out with my family... nv will i enjoy dinner with them... wat i like, they won order... they jus order wat they like...

and even ask them buy a single thing, they will kpkb... but then for my bro, he jus say he wants a soccer boot, they will just buy for him..

and it's doesnt pay to be kind... kanna scolding for everything... and everything accused mi... oh god!! why? tell mi why? why am i so ill fated? haiz...


Saturday, September 24, 2005
rotting in process
4:26 PM

sian sian sian....

rotting rottin rotting....

dying dying dying....

stress stress stress...

haiz.... sian arg.. whole day at home for two days le...

i think in this world, men are the most scary things to mi... dunno why.. haiz....

two more days to econs le... still haven finish study... then fom is another problem.... how can i manage to study fom? tutorial all duno hw to do liao... haiz....

sian sian sian... later gg out for dinner with my family again.. this time mus kar my mother liao... gonna buy toner, the moist thingy and tummy slim.. wahahaha.. like that can on diet.. this few days eat very qing dan sia... allkl vege.. no meat.....

in the process of finding out the ingredient of making minestrone soup... i nid the colour!!!

okok.. shall stop here.. hsework still haven finish yet..


Friday, September 23, 2005
hate staying at home
2:20 AM

i hate staying at home and i seriously do... wat the fark!!!

it's gd that the person u like and likes u smoke and esp when he is dealing with imported cig... but then thing is u have to smoke the same type of cig as him and then u will onli be able to get free de...

where on earth is there a place where u have peace? omg!!! slp awhile also kanna diao...

and i think my mental status not that stable... i see things which are not there... i suspose....

want to slp but cannot slp.. tmr still nid to wake up early.... and i will be gg jb tmr morning.. yeah..... for an hour i also happi... wahaha.. at least dun have stay in singapore..


Thursday, September 22, 2005
one down, 2 more to go
4:23 PM

okok... now pacc is finally over.... and finally... dun have to think so much abt it...

anyway, thanks angel for coming to sch early in the morning to teach mi.. xie xie ar...

after pacc paper, follow cheryl they all go clementi cos she promise to acc mi go yellow...

plan to mit up with bl but then in the end she cannot make...

anway, went to bb to buy wat i wanted to buy le...

now at home.. after washing clothes, shld be slping soon ba..


Wednesday, September 21, 2005
to someone out there.
2:50 AM

maybe we shldnt have become friends. or shld we say that ever since we lost contact, i shldnt have call u again...

i know i m unreasonable to say this but then i think everytime u r giving mi excuses.... that's wat i think. u dun have to prove wrong or watever...


Tuesday, September 20, 2005
fun
10:02 PM

haha.. realli enjoy myself today.. although abit tired... but then a big burden off my shoulder liao.. now left watch, bag, ear stud and shoe.,.. hehehe....

and my mother updated my acc... from 14 aug till today, total spend 784.17.. omg!! that's a large sum of money.. anyway, as long as the person is happi and i m happi, then i think is alright ba.. anyway, money is meant to be spent.. and i can always earn back the money i spend if i want to...

okok.. gonna mug tonite... till 1 ba.. then watch my show and have an early nite.. then tmr nid to wake up early to study and to do hse work.. hehehe


Sunday, September 18, 2005
thanks alot
9:02 PM

thanks angel and joanne for acc mi ytd...

was glad tat they were there with mi.. if not, i dunnoe wat wld happen to mi sia...

and angel, sry hor.... make ur hand so pain... paiseh....


Saturday, September 17, 2005
shag
12:01 AM

okok.. i m very tired...

tyd went to change my phone then went to sk to study... thru the nite.. no lah.. ard 2 plus watch vcd then slp le...

it was worst then being in a chalet... buy alot of tibits to eat... and ate a burger which cause my stomach pain... haiz...

study till 2 plus then watch ren rou char siao bao... disgusting.....

then went to slp le.. although study for a while, but then i think it's v chong zu.. cos at least i noe more abt suspense acc... wahaha..

this morning wake up, help her pack her stuff then went home...

slp and do some hse work... gg to slp soon..


Friday, September 16, 2005
stuy sux
12:06 AM

I HATE TO STUDY!!!!!!!!.!!!!!


Thursday, September 15, 2005
jobless
12:58 AM

once again, i am jobless... no more job for me le... cafe art room close down.. shld i be sad or happy...

anyway, also nth to blog.

and U have been lying to me for don know how many god damm time.. fark you sia...

tmr maybe gg out to study... mus see angel free anot. then maybe going shenton way.. all shall depends on angel le.....


Wednesday, September 14, 2005
happy
2:36 AM

wahaha... happy.. fun... enjoy....

never meet up with celeste cos she nid to go for tuition.. whahaha.. better.. can slp more...

went to dover mrt to wait for people.. wahahaha... reach too early le... jitao wait so long.. nth to do.. no cig, nothing...

finally saw her.... then actualli wanted to go make her passport thingy but then too late le.. so went to bugis to look for bags.. but in the end, went to eat.. wahahaha....

tricked ray into meeting us... come out with a super bo liao reason... and he was "innocent" enuff to come down.. wahahhaa....

went to play in the arcade... spend too much money there le.. in the end no buy toner....

then went to watch the longest yard.. nice show.. funny... touching.. and i cry again.. wahahaha.. sad...

then went to compass point cos ray nid to mit his customer there.. wahaha.. then slack and buy poker cards. play solitaire... the msn version.. and bought some beer to drink...

slack for a while and ate mashed potato.. help ray to add ingredient to his soup but then he jitao dunoo...

then took a cab home.., whahaha... now here i m blogging...

realli enjoy being out with the two of them.. very fun... wahaha.. very enjoyable...

okok.. now gg to watch the maid liao.. ciao~~


Tuesday, September 13, 2005
looking forward to my wish
1:42 AM

basically there is nothing much for mi to blog..

and i HATE people like michael siew. ai gong nia.

still looking for the day i am realli drunk.. i want to be drunk... realli... let mi be.....

hope tmr i can enjoy myself to the fullest...

let mi throw all the worries behind me and bring mi to my "fairyland"


Monday, September 12, 2005
one down
12:45 PM

ok.. at least for today i finish one scary thing..... presentation is over.. yeah... was very scared.. and i break down jus b4 my turn..... wahahaha... this is something v stupid....

okok..one more to go.. itab... mus pass... pass with flying colours... dont wish to stay in this sch for one more farking year..... bless mi...

and i realli improved in beating cig... got improve.. and i think it looks nice.. later if got meet my nanny then show her.... she wat comments she gives


Sunday, September 11, 2005
10:12 PM

farking day....not good not good... money.. and all becos of money... 945!!! omg!! where to find such a large sum of money...

and i am not someone u nid then u come to mi. i dun understand y jus a few sms u also cannot send... u r trying to find an excuse onli..

watever the case is....

tmr presentation and itab... die le die le... i cant present.. i will keep shaking.. and somemore my grp is the first grp......

qi shi ni mei na men ai ta, zhen de bu xu yao na men xiang ta


Saturday, September 10, 2005
last day..
3:37 AM

"last day" for the semester.. cos monday got presentation and test....

itab, sure fail de lah..... cannot make it... nid to forward module...

during fom, he callled... and i kup his phone for a few times and then i din bother to kup liao... and in total, he give mi 20 calls before i acccepted his call...

and it was jus the few words, sorry, ni hen xiao qi lei, ben dan....

anyway, i also dun wan to tok much abt him liao..... take all this as a dream ba...

went to meet up with angel... not gg to make passport le cos she had a bad face day... actualli wanted to go ice skate but then no socks, no gloves.. haiz...

then in the end, went to k-ster in chinatown.... sang for 2 hrs... and brought our own food in... erm, yummy... and finally get to sing my song... xiang xin wei lai...

then went to shop shop ard... saw a roof bar where u can get to see the nice nice scenery from that place. was tempted but no money.. so cont to window shop.. and saw this necklace and it was nice... and so in the end, we decided to go press money....

and then we met up with ray... went to the same place again... open btl onli for 90++... cheap rite? vodka... and we play dai dee... loser will have to drink.. and as i wanted to be drunk, i purposely put thowse big big cards first then leave the small small cards to the end... and we drink until we get crazy.... wahahaha... is the stupid ray who come up with this idea de... shall not elaborate abt it.. cos abit sia sway... and we did not pay at all.. we ran away.. wahaha... then took cab and went home...

was very happy that they two went to pei mi drink.. i wanted to get drunk until those realli cannot walk de but then i still haven get to that extent.. haiz....

angel, xie xie ni for ur lap to let mi slp and ur jacket, i will return u when i finish washing k? hehe.. xiexie...


Friday, September 09, 2005
chivas!
3:44 AM

today nth much happen sia...

mit up with angel to pass her tutorial answer.

went for pacc... slp for the whole day...

then went to work....

then work and work and burn my tumb... fark...

then went to ceser for a drink and went home...


Thursday, September 08, 2005
fun
1:10 AM

okok.. basically i hate UOB... farking slow....

went to sch for one hr nia... fom he rushed thru and everything was done...

went down to city hall and then mit up with angel at bugis last min.. the adidas shop there dun have wat i want... sad.... make angel come down all the way.. paiseh...

went to v8 to eat and it simply sucks... wahaha

went back to work... onli enjoy when SHE was not there.. slack ard and play ard.. very crazy.. hehe... and i did enjoy myself.. wahaha..

tmr nid to work again.. sian...


Monday, September 05, 2005
nothing much
10:19 PM

nothing much to blog. jus wanna say my pay nid to deduct cpf nia... face swollen and that's all...


PMS!!
2:39 PM

PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!PMS!!

i know using pms is jus an excuse.. but no words can be used to explain how i am feeling now.

this few days i am jus like feeling fire in me... pek chek, dulan, fed up, pissed off and etc..

maybe it's time i shld stop thinking too much... just concentrate on my studies ba...

and i definitely want to get drunk.... to an extent that i will jus lie flat on the ground and slp thru the whole nite ba....


Sunday, September 04, 2005
pissed off
10:24 PM

getting mi to stay at the cafe for one minute is like staying there for one hr...

i am damm fed up today... i hate people who like to compared.. wtf!!!!

AND I DEFINITELY DONT LIKE PEOPLE TREAT MI HU LENG HU RE. WAT THE FARK IS THIS? IT'S MY EFFORT AND IF U DONT APPRECIATE IT, JUS KEEP QUIET AND DONT GIVE COMMENTS. I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE AND SO WHAT IF I HAVE ATTITUDE. YOU ARE JUS THE SAME.

anyone here can cut their ears for me pls? oh my god.. i m gg bonkers soon... wtf is this man?

and i left the cafe b4 anne. cos i cant stand wasting my time there.. went to tok to my dad and we extract minerals together...

and i dont wish to blog more. bye!


shiok
3:40 AM

wahaha... have been rotting at home and facing the stupid com for the whole day... and finally, can go out le...

all thanks to my saviour... lama... xie xie wor...

went to pak pool at lucky plazza... sian sia... jitao duno how to play sia.... sian ar...

then went to slack.. went long john to eat the crunchy shrimps and salsa cheese fries.. wahahah.. nice man...

then went to slack.. wanted to go kbox but then lama no money so nv go.. angel went to call winston instead.. while waiting for his reply, drink beer in front os SP building.. wahaha...

then nv go kbox le due to my selfishness...

angel jitao nv tok all the way... i think she is pissed off ba? or maybe pms... and mi adding fire to the oil, bring her walk the wrong way to take nr... paiseh leh.. sorry....

then joanne also at orchard... cos she and her yc went out.. then waited for nr and went home..


Friday, September 02, 2005
FaRK OFF
11:22 PM

KNNBCCB!!!

WAT THE FARK MAN!!

BLOODY HELL!!!

FARK YOU TO DEATH!!!

ALTHOUGH U WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE THIS, I WILL NOT STOP MYSELF FROM SWEARING YOU!!!!

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE MALIGN ME!!!

I AM NOT SOMEONE WHO CAN BE BULLIED EASILY!!!

NA BEI!!!


CHEE BYE!!!



shiok
7:50 PM

first time of the week to reach home so early.. wahaha.. blog so early cos mayb slping early... tomolo nid to study all day long...

today onli go for fom... 2 plus jiu dismiss le.. make my life so boring... wanted to slack at the lib.. but then do project half way, force to log out.. haiz.. nvm ba..

went to fc6 to wait for angel... jitao very sian sia.. nth to do.. so scribble so nonsense into my fool scrap paper.. wahahah... and finally, she dissmiss le.. and u noe wat? she got project to do so cannot go out.. sian sia...

since everyone not free, went to mit my da jie... da jie as in not selby.. is those god de.. although i dun believe in this god sista but then people yi fan hao xin wan to keep mi as xiao mei, so why not... wahahaha...

although jus went out with da jie ytd, but then suddenly like miss her so much... went to amk.. wanted to eat carrot cake but she have to go home for dinner. so bo bian, nv eat... saw kavan... wahaha.. but da jie say not handsome.. wahahaha.. anyway, went to popular to hunt for my darling's present.. but then onli got pooh pooh.. no ppg... haiz...

then dunnoe why, da jie suggest go ramen ten eat.. wahaha... order one spicy lala ramen and a few side order.. dunnoe that da jie can realli take spicy food.. wahaha... nice man.. but then it will be better if more spicy.... and the bill she foot for me.. so touch sia... nan de da jie treat me eat... know her so many years liao this is jus one of the few times she treated mi.. =X wahahah

then after dinner actualli want to go find darling present.. but then forgot abt it and since da jie so tired, we went home.... when i was taking 168, got this guy dunnoe purposely or wat, his backside keep banging into my backside.. wahahaha... nvm then.. since today mood so good, so forget abt it...

tmr maybe going da jie house to ton... wahaha.. it's like god damm years nv go her hse to slp le... very excited.. but then if she forgets tomolo, then nvm le.. cos she also quite busy.. she also got alot of sch work and project to pia...

Self reflection:
sometimes thinks that i m realli very arrogant, crude, rude, selfish, lazy, self centered and buay zhi dong... no good wor.. haiz..mus change liao...


Thursday, September 01, 2005
sian
11:44 PM

went to jb with anne... cut hair and buy stuff....

then meet up with angel and lance for awhile then go home. mood not good...

nvm... meet up with an old fren. she realli brighten up my day. then go play arcade and slack awhile...

then went home...

who is to blame for all this? i do not know. was it the mentioning of her name by me to you make u so pissed off? I'm trying to Keep her within our scope, despite her abscence. nothing more to add..


bad bad bad
2:37 AM

My knowledge that your reference was that of mine. I might have seem too haughty to admit this, but this is but a lie. Perhaps my manners were a tad too brusque? Perhaps too blunt even?

All this while, i am conscious of my persistant claims of a desire to change, but this is not an overnight affair. One`s character is of an innate nature, to overcome this is forced and a major obstacle to overcome. But i will not abandon this desire of change...

shall stop here.. overall mood is not that good.


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