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went to test drive the new car.. although abit not steady but still manage to pass... and my mum was like kip asking mi learning driving.... wat the....
went to listen to the 2nd year option de tok... maybe SCM maybe tourism... i dunnoe... i jus now that i nid to study hard now.. if not, no nid to study liao....
sian sian sian... tmr maybe go buy phone.. so when will the tmr come? i dunnoe...
i m happi today... jus becos of the few messages, i m on cloud nine.. looking forward to work on sat and sun... yeah.. gonna pia pia pia...
and sry for my childness... i din noe the situation and went bickering with ya... i m sry...
homosexual shld get married
11:38 AMshld homo be allowed to get married? regret choosing this topic sia... jialat jialat... no imformation.....
shld be getting the new phone b4 my mum goes to china...i m now in a dilemmma... which phone shld i buy? 550i or 800i? haix.... most prob is 800i ba...
stomachache sia... dunnoe eat wat shit then kanna this... i m cold.. very very cold....
i hate econs... always have to be like a thief... always have to peep at the cher answer... cant he jus fuckingly show mi? fuck fuck fuck...
lynne gg clubbing tonite.. wahahaha.. too bad i cant join in the fun.. hope u enjoy ba....
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
fark....
9:16 AMso wat did i done to deserve this?
u r angry becos i nv tok to her?
u r angry becos i nv go sch?
u r angry becos i nv tell u that i cant get over him?
i m not trying to say i qian jiu u all and u all nv qian jiu mi.. i was jus trying to say for that case nia.,....
wtf is all this.... so it seems like this three people are angry with mi at the same time.. haix... maybe i jus deserve it.... this will be the last time i will make them angry cos i will not have a chance anymore.... anyway, i think i realli sux....
U r jus like another jR.... same situation same pattern and same attp.... it applies to all man.... wahahaha... sian sia... now i got a way to deal with u le.. wahahaha... let this game begins next week... wahahaha..
anyway, this blog will not ahve updates in the near future... it will temporary be un-use... till when i find that live is meaningful then i will come back...
MIA
Sunday, November 27, 2005
ifligeuaevrrfnlam
10:57 PMhaix.... wanted to edit ytd post but i think is meaningless... no mood...
shag shag shag... jitao very tired but still nid to work.. and my feet is in pain... wtf!! today cashier is good... very tan de lai... hehehe.. wahahaha... sales not bad today... sold 2 flash drive and one hard disk.. but then the hard disk is felix help mi de...
work dunnoe counted as good or bad... if i were to rate it, it will be like happy 6, dulan 4... let mi tok abt the frustrating stuff first.... there is a bitch at my work place... wtf... u think i dunnoe? u kip toking behind my back.. does it matters who i write notes to? does it matters who i looking at? does it matters who i tok to or shld i say flirt? does it matters how many i sold today? u r jus fuckingly jealous... i can see.. i can tell... and i nearly went to quarrel with this customer... so wat i can pronounce my words properly? is it ur problem? nb!! cb!! luckily jusmin was there...
now, happy part... dunnoe how to phrase it.. it's like u noe i noe.. wahahaha.. yeah!!! i m jus too happi to tok abt it... jitao is like work got ppl pei mi sms lor... fun lei... and u r jus too crappy sia... so nice.. but then is like today is ur last day.... nvm, we sure will be able to mit up de.. wahahaha...
and u, why cant u jus tell mi the truth? am i realli oversensitive? wtf!!! dun mean to scold u but i jus dunnoe why... haix... nvm.. dun think wil be able to see u again le.. wahahaha.. so it's okie.. hehehe...
oh ya.. i rmb... hehe.. today there is a gay customer in front of mi teh teh.. omg!! i jus cant stand it...
haix... wondering how my life would be like working for the next few days.. haix... sian...
ihnifligfraevruenlamkit =)
Saturday, November 26, 2005
alright now
11:12 PMnow everything is alright le... i presume... wahahaha....
my plan will still carry on.. no matter wat.. wahaha...
went to fantasy ytd... fun lei... wahahah.. er gugu, i love u sia...
today work.. tired, shag, pain.. but all these are worth it.. cos u noe wat? there got alot of yandao... and the zai zai is so damm shuai and cute... omg!! cannot tahan.. tmr will be able to see him again.. yeah.. and the way he smile is so sweet... hehehe...
my leg vey pain.. jitao walk also difficult... wahahaha.... tmr mit eden to work...
gtg now..bb
Friday, November 25, 2005
NO REGRETS
1:28 PMNow i have choose to go this way, will will defintely do it... i will nt regret... and people pls dun blame mi.... i m jus too tired liao....
sch sux... gonna drop after this sem.. dun intend to cotinue anymore... maybe go find a job or watever.. anyway, it's not impt to have a dip now....
i m tired... very very tired... the path i have been taking is so jian suan... i cannot stand it anymore.... wish mi all the best in wadever i do....
next time if u guys happen to bump into mi on the streets, dun come and say hi to mi.. hahaha...
好爱她 好想他
12:15 PM天应该亮了
你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
你应该哭了
他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
天应该亮了你应该睡了
守一整夜的他应该走了
(天怎黱亮了我无法睡呢...怎能放手)
你应该哭了他应该醒了
想一整夜的我该死心了
(我怎黱哭了你不该忘了…太过折磨)
我们都没有错
只是爱上同一个
只怪爱是独自占有
非要拼得你死我活
好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
(好爱她好想她再这样下去也不是个办法)0
爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
所有的美好
留在没人到得了
试著把你慢慢遗忘
(如何把你慢慢忘掉)
我好爱她我好想她
我爱她我想她
好爱他好想他再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
你给过的美好
留在没有人到得了的地方
看你微笑
好爱她好想她再这样下去
我只会更牵挂
爱到最后我们还是改变不了 ho
祝福她拥有他所有的有情人终成眷属啊
所有的美好
留在没人到得了
试著把你慢慢忘掉
魔咒
12:14 PM好想你好恨你
我好想你…
你的爱像道魔咒
狠狠的纠缠著我
我在挣扎拼命求救
求求你可否别来烦我饶了我
想你恨你留你疼你
吵你抱你疯了似的气你
看你找你懂你为你
所有的情绪全都为了你
骗我爱我宠我哄我
吻我躲我求你不要忘我
救我喊我护我帮我
所有的点滴叫人难过
让人难过让我难过
(所有的甜蜜都成过去)
紧闭著我的眼睛
心里想的却都是你
烦得我快要窒息
我只想要自由一个人重新好好的活
Thursday, November 24, 2005
sway
8:00 PMnb!! cb!! kanna found out by ideas teacher i smoke...nshit man.. and she squash my project in front of mi.. wat the fark... study to mi is meaningless liao... dunnoe y no mood to study... maybe i m nt the type to study lor... sian sian sian......
angel i gg to kope ur project and submit as my itab.... u dun mind rite? but then i will feel guilty... i realli dunnoe wat to do.. i m too lazy to do one but i dun wan kelly to niam mi... haix...
nt My day
12:43 AMtoday is definitely nt my day... everything also sux... take bus also can kanna bullied by the stupid bus... then econs tutor sux.... mus tou tou copy his model answer.. and he is so kan pua stingy.... sux sux sux...
went to mit up wif celeste after sch... tok tok and take some photo and we went to ka jiao a xiao didi.... he is very cute and yet shy....
regret gg to angel hse.. it was a very BIG mistake... jitao noe that he is there lor.. wtf... tok to brand on the phone.. proposed a game him.. hope he wun agree to play with mi.. anyway i also think he wun.. wahahaha.. firstly, i m inexperience... secondly, we are not that close... thirdly, i dunnoe what is the reason... it's jus something very lame....
then some more xiao li nv work.. jitao is no place to go... went to rivervale mall to buy a teriyaki burger and a cup green apple green tea and went to a dark place to enjoy my dinner.. cos the world is so strange.. it seems like eating alone is something very surprising... wtf!!! it seems like i m gg thru wat i have been gg thru during my sec sch life... but i think this time is better cos i have a mp3 with me... hehehe...
started on my X'mas project le.. but then i think it will be useless in the end.... LONELY X'mas.....
luckily kelly and celeste call mi to pei mi.... jitao is gossip abt the time when we in sec sch... CT, JR, WT, AQ, WENDY, MEL, LOIS, BL, YH and alot more.. wahahaha.. realli very funny.... but then is her last night in singapore le.. haix... jitao she tok a sense into mi again... it's like i have to pretend to be alright but i m not... is like i can console other people during sec sch but then when i encounter this myself, i cant help myself.... i shld have listen to eddie and do wat he ask mi to... then wo xian zai ke neng jiu bu hui zhe yang....
if onli there is someone out there who is able to read my mind... then he or she can fuckingly tell mi what the fark i m thinking abt... wei shen mo yao zhe yang? ru guo shen me dong xi dou ke yi you biao mian lai jie jue de hua, jiu hao le... ying wei
如果什么东西都可以用表面来解决的话就好。应为在你的内心深处是没有人会了解的。只有你自己知道。
seeing wat u did hurt me alot... jitao i dunnoe why i m feeling that way.... at the pt of time, i suddenly have the urge to go hm... i cant stand it... although u treat mi quite good at times, i still dunno why i feeling that.. i , not angry with u or hate u... i swear.. i DONT.. i can feel that i m on the verge of gg bonkers...... u noe wat, some i realli you kou nan yan.. is like u ask somethin which concerns u and u noe tat i cant say it out when facing u.... haixx... i realli dunnoe wat to say... if u think that u r the one i refering to, then 就是你...
and i cried.... i suddenly felt very guilty for wat i have done to celeste... and after all this thing, she still claim to be my good fren... i have nv have the courage to claim someone my good fren or best fren ever since after the incident happen during pri sch... and now she claimed, i shall be more than happy.... and she even want to apologise to mi... is like, she has grow up over the night.. i was shocked.. her english improve alot... anyway, i still wish her all the best...
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
sian
12:37 AMwah.. sian sia... suddenly everything cancel.. nid to plan for the night again... who shld i approach? haix.....
miting celeste awhile and she nid to go mit other people liao... sian ar.... jitao no place to go lor.... haix... but i m sure i wun stay at home for the night to face my mother... haix...... sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.......
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
k song
10:22 PMbasically, i dun wish anything will affect our frenship..... that's all i want to say...
nv go for mob... mob sux..... went to kbox to k song... first time k until so tired... i m able to fall asleep while angel is slping.. and wat does that means? she sing song like singing lullaby(i dunnoe how to spell)... wahaha.. =X of cus not that.. is i realli v tired.... sing until no voice.. wahaha.. jitao sing wat also cannot sing properly...
saw jimmy and he suddenly like v agua.. wahahaha.. too gentle le.. that's all i can say...
aft k song, went to eat fish and chips...
and now, i m in a strike... unless i can get wat i wan, u gotta wait for dunnoe how many god damm years to end this.... i m like this...
feeling v tired now.. gotta slp soon..
Monday, November 21, 2005
finally
11:10 PMconfronted with joanne.... finalli a stone lifted from my heart.. wahahah.. yeah...
went to cwp slack and play poool.. i seriously sucks at it... eddie still say i got the pontential.. wahahaha...
went to fc for dinner... and that's when the confontation start.... and it ends so well... felt so relax now.. wahahah...
别太温柔
8:54 AM原来只有几个字 改变了语气和方式
一句话也有不同解释
原来只要几个人 改变了角色和位子
一份爱也会完全变质
我在你身边 学西着当一个影子
倾听 你所有过往的悲伤和心事
或许 时间会改变这关系和位子
自从他出现开始 我就什么都不是
是谁说过 别太温柔
你的是有我懂 伤有我痛 所以不怕寂寞
是谁说过 别太温柔
笑容不比谁懂 有他陪我 夜里不怕寂寞
是谁说过 要我别太温柔
终于 温柔的最后 结局是放手
放手后 剩什么
这样 你才能接受 他所有温柔
才拥有 笑容
是谁说过 爱过才懂
有些是不必说 上不比痛 不过害怕寂寞
爱过才懂 不必再说
我回一个人走 带走寂寞 希望你好好过
温柔太多 也许只是中折磨
这是我自己亲手打出来的，因为我觉得这样比较有意义 =）
sick
8:38 AMoh.. i m sick... jus a slight flu... why god cant jus make mi very sick.. as in those sick until v weak then... then jitao sick liao become retarded.. my life wont not be so miserable then... wtf...
why shld i freaking care so much when u urself dun even bother... i wanted to help u but then i think i harm u instead... i think u dun even bother abt it.. u jus come and go as u like... wtf is all this? nan dao u dun even think abt ur future? we arent that close and we are not like fren for a long time anyway.. it's onli JUST... u can do watever u like and i shall not be bother by u... u still have ur other friends... u have a circle full of friends. without mi, i think it also wun affect u much...
now in sch de lib lab to do angel itab... jitao cannot work lor.. wat the fark... ccb.. knnccb... luckily she today nv come sch... gonna think of a way to make it possible for the video clip to play..
i dunnoe why i feeling very nan shou now.. haix... who understand... i hav alr given up on everything... family, studies, and everything else except my frens.... haiz... jus let mi MIA for a few days ba.... maybe i will be better after that...
and thanks kelly for ur pooh bear.. although a bit fake fake de but then it's still the tots that counts.. wahahahaha..
new room
1:43 AMslp late ytd and woke up late today.. nth much happen.. jus that change my roolm de layout... much nicer now... and spacious.. hahaha.. and ya... my room got scv le... wahahahah
always want to do my ppt but lazy... haiz.. let fate decide everything ba.... suddenly feel listening to bie tai wen rou.... dunnoe why... and feel like singing zhen xin.. nice song.. wahahaha...
IDEAS deadline is on tue... oh.. wtf!!! dun intend to do liao.. do liao also no use..l. cos i dunnoe wat to do... and the tutor is scary.. wahahah
Sunday, November 20, 2005
itab sux
1:56 AMfinally finish angel de itab liao... sux man.. think gonna cock eye liao.l. first time face com so long.. somemore so xin ku.. but quite fast lah.. in 7 hrs, finish angel de and some of kelly de... wahahaha... as for mine, hmmm... see fate ba... tmr got mood jiu do.. no mood jiu dun do...
i mus buy a phone.. tmr!!!! i nid it...and my dad quarrel with my sis over SCV.. it's quite lame tho... whahahaha.. shou bu liao..
i nid to catch some slp le.. tmr still nid to do pacc.. and monday nid to go sch earlier to edit the itab.. cos kelly says that the sch com and our com deversion not the same.. then nid to go sch edit.. if not, the com in sch wil not be able to decode some of the font that we use... omg!! sux lah.. sch sux.. why use so high tech the colm? fark u man...
bb
Saturday, November 19, 2005
MOB sux
6:05 AMi jus hate MOB.. dunnoe y... i wasnt paying attention in class... and CSC, u sux!!!! and the grp u allocated mi to also sux.. esp the jasin, female chauvinist.... wtf.. so u think that my answer are wrong? wat's wrong with u...
and i wun bother if u dun give mi participation marks.. u think i care? as long as i clean the white board can liao... u sux u sux.. i dun think i wan to attend ur lesson anymore... u mark mi absent for nothing.. fuck u la..
screwed up
4:58 AMslp all the way during crs... din even bother abt wat happening in the class.. jitao is like i slp my own in my own world and they study in their own world...
and after sch, then i found out tat my crs teacher is the director of school of language... haix.. jialat jialat...
went to mit up with angel to smoke then go do ppt... manage to complete 1/3... gg to pia liao.. monday deadline...
went to anne hse take clothes then went to mit up with my sis.. ate old chang kee then went home... and my phone... flew away... my mother lied to me.. haix....
went to shaw tower mit anne and eddie. but b4 tat went to find my 'father'.. tok tok tok....
thanks'eddie, 'father', lynn and anne....
went to fantasie... ok ba.. nt bad... got people praise mi say i sing till very good.. wahahaha.. yeah.. shiok ar...
now at anne hse.. cos no key home.. later gonna tok awhile b4 slping...
angel, sorry.. i now i hav say this far too much time.. i noe i v attp... sry... no more next time.. realli.. sincerely... i dun wan to lose this friendship due to any factors... i wan to be like b4... the crazy us.. i noe now it's hard for u to believe mi le.. wat sompa or promise also no use de.. can we treat that nothing had happen b4? plssssssssss
haix
Thursday, November 17, 2005
fuck
9:34 PMso why m i so pek chek now? jus that i cant go jb anymore?
still say so nice wat go where go where... all lies... ask mi go there to physco mi join the stupid 2000 thingy rite? which one is 30000.. wtf!!!
i m tired!! i wan to slp!! but i cant... back aching.. wonder is it kidney problem or jus some muscle problem...
pls kill me now.. i dun wan to go thr all this sufferring..... KILL ME
haix
8:32 PMsk sux..... SUX SUX SUX... wtf!! u think u class rap very big ar? fuck u lah.... nb!! ccb!!! and whether i wan to go toilet anot, it's none of ur biz.....
and u dun onli come to mi when u r not in good terms with her.. u think wat? i ur middleman ar? orbi.. u landed in this state... huo gai...
as usual, mob sux.. went for half an hr and jus walk off.. went to fc6 for some hot food and then to the lib to slp....
wanted to pong pacc and all that but then in the end, still attend.. jitao slp all the way during stats.. and now, my whole body aching.... wtf!!!
went to boys toilet to smoke and bei fa xian... shit lah.. cb!!! nt my day...
and sch is damm scary.. first was stats tutorial.. now ideas tutor... sux man... all eccentri de.. nb!!! cb!!!
nv go mit celeste... was very tired....
and someone owe mi lunchESSSSSSSSSS... wahahahahaha.... say u dun lie but in fact, u do... lier..!!!!
went to mit up with anne awhile to buy stuff and went home...
gonna slp soon.. tired.. and i will not forget to bring the donation card... if not, ppl kpkb... fark sia...
happening
3:21 AMwent to sch for nothing today... no ice skating...
mit up with joanne after gg home... went to ms to join the rest... and attp again.. his face damm black... went to play arcade..
went to the stairway to smoke and took so photo.. wahahaha.. and the rest went home... went to yuki yuki eat... food quite ok... the oil pop till my face... haix.. hope tmr no pimple.. regret nv go marina south eat.. wahahaha...
went to k song.. yeah... wahahaha.. shiok sia... hehehehe... k till no then reach home.. sing alot of song.. and gt good things and bad things happen... and spend 100+ today.. but worth it man.... yeah...
tok to brand.. wahahaha... he is gg sp for a few days course.. means that if i go mit him, lunch will be on him.. wahahahaha...
kelly, sry to ps u ar... paiseh lei...
tmr got to go sch earli... so if i go slp now, means tmr sure cfm cannot wake up de... mus ren.. wahahahaha....
gonna mit celeste tmr.. take dvd... hahahaha
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
sad
11:14 PMsuddenly think of ms ho... my former teacher... haix....
still cant accept the fact that she has leave us.. it's gg to her first death anniversary...
y didnt i go attend her wake? wtf!! i onli noe how to enjoy... shit lah....
felt very guilty now... esp. after toking to yunn miin... imagine last time how my class would make fun of her.. i think not even my class nia.. but then when she pass away, all then start to regret.. wat's the point...
rest in peace!!!
sorry
9:58 PMtomolo gonna buy energy final fantasy concert dvd.. think i will cry when watching that ba... i m jus too emo ba.. hehehe...
today may not be as high as ytd, but then i stil high.. wahahahaha...
couldnt be a great help to angel... sorry ar.... dui bu qi wor...
copied at spss.. but who cares... the cher treat mi too good liao and she is so cum gong... whahahahaha.....
and finally pass my pacc.. was shocked...yeah.... althoug is onli 50, but i jus too happi.. zhi zu zhe chang le...
skipped mob and pacc cos no mood to go.. CSC, u sux!!!
this cuming fri go jb clubbing.. yeah!! shiok sia... cig also got supplier and i will be a princess.. no matter where i go, sure got car to fetch mi de.. if not, ride the bike go out myself, i also happi....
and my new phone dream? hope it will not be an empty one.. haix... gonna physco my mum to let mi buy b4 i go jb.. wahahahahaha....
kan dao zhang lang, wo bu pa bu pa pa... wahahha... angel, u shld listen to this song.... wahahaha.. suits u man....
wonder how was the outing... no one is online... no one is here to tell mi abt it.. wahahaha.. sian sia.....
ice-skating tmr... yeah... and kbox too... yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 14, 2005
touched
6:41 PMtired, tired and tired.... i m jus too tired...
actualli there are still people who care for mi... like wat kelly did to mi today make mi very touched... thanks for ur bread wor... hehehe...
can see that sk is a caring to guy but not to mi.. haiz... wahahahaha...
fall aslp during econs lecture... and when i starting to slp soundly, he dismiss mi us... wth!!!!
no hp is a very xin ku thingy... haix... wait till w900i come out and i will be the first to buy it.. no matter wat...
and my mother is not going to beat mi anymore... wahahaha... i m jus too good at talking... wahahahaha....
angel, sorry for suggesting to take cab.. paiseh ar... my teacher is innocent.. she take in for my story and she mark mi as present.. woohooo..... i think i have the innocent look? wahahahaha.....
itab sux!!! tan yeow huat.. u are very stingy... and u dare to say it in front of the whole class.. wat if i realli went to shit? then will u still use the tissue to clean ur mouth? wahahaha... actualli u r nt bad in teaching stats but definitly not itab... u dun even noe a simple command like ctrl+a to select the whole list.. u make a fool of urself in the class.. hehehe.....
like wat xiaoli told mi, it's hard to like someone and to be in a relationship.. and all the advice u people have give mi have sort of wake mi up.. wahahaha.. i gonna be the old huiwen that i use to be.... cheerful and bubbly.. hehehe.. this is not bhb.. this is self-confidence... heheheheh....
dunnoe why i feeling so happi now... it's like i haven been like this for so long....
and i hope that the jb trip will be still on... cos onli then, u can go re-highlight ur hair... hehehehe....
noe wat? i saw irene today. i think she is with her new stead ba... means that he and zzl are finish... long distance relationship are hard to maintain.. =X although i dunnoe where the hell is zzl studying now, but then i think he sure got the charm to attracr more girls... yeah...
a pity i cant join in the fun tmr... wonder will u guys miss mi ma? abt the miting tmr, any interesting thing must kip mi update k? esp yawen and mel.. cos u two are the onli one who can access to my blog... next time mit up mus wait i free hor.. dun ps mi k? if u all tmr nv ask cy along, i understand, cos i m smart =)... wahahaha...
no more troubles.. yeah!!! looking forward to spss tml.... i will see how i will fare.. i am sure i will do quite well... yeahh.. hehehehe...
a big smile to everyone reading this.. =)
Sunday, November 13, 2005
ton
6:39 PMnt gg to go home today.. gonna pia all my hmwk then tmr str8 away go sch.. i cant stand my parent... they dunnoe how to care, they onli noe how to tian huo jia you... wat the fuck...
miss, i dun hate u and i m not gg to hate u.. it's his choice... he has his freedom.... u dun think too much k.. i hope u will trust mi like b4 and we can cont to be fren....
i m troubled and vexed.... there are too much thing happening... nad there is nothing i can to do to stop it...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
pissed
9:37 PMi nid some peace... no one understand.. not even my dad or my mum.... when they say when u r sway, u r realli sway... wtf!!!
first is winston and now is u.. and i realli so ill-fated... haix... i realli dun wish to see u anymore.....
people, dun alwaYS HAng ard with mi.... latter all the bad luck pass to u all...
gonna be frenless soon.. haix....
had a tok with ray... hope that the law suit wont affect my parents and long.... although all this have not be set yet, but lets hope that this will not happen...
will be MIA this few days...
Thursday, November 10, 2005
fuck off
9:55 PMmy mood is definitly not good.... wtf is all this abt? i m in troubles and yet.... fuck sia....
everything u say are in the opp... u r trying to let people noe that u r a good person and i m a bad person...
people, b4 u lend some one money, pls think abt it b4 lending.... like wat sal say, even best fren also mus think abt it... if not, jitao when u ask that person to return u, the face will be as black as charcoal and the frenship might jus end up..... and somemore, i did not ask u to pay mi back the full amount....
went to sk to with my da jie... she came to my sch to wait for mi.. and i hate NEL... very noisy and crowded... and i think she nid to practice some balancing.. wahaha.. no offence....
slack there and everything is not rite..... jitao IT'S NOT MY DAY!!!! even the plant is not happi with mi..took 161 home and i m more fed up... wtf!!!!!!!
i m stupid.. very very stupid to cry for this kind of person... and SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX SUX....
i nid a listening ear.. who can i turn to.... i want to be drunk... if i have a choice now, i rather not be in this world...
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
lecturer
11:48 PMto think i actualli fall in love with my MER lecturer... wahahaha.. but after that shut up come out from his mouth, he simply sux.. after he say tat, i have something to tell him:
I THINK YOU ARE A FILTHY FUCKER.YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A LOSERRR.STAY AWAY FROM THOSE INNOCENT LASS.SERVE YOU RIGHT IF YOU ARE IMPOTENT ONE DAY.YOU BETTER F.U.C.K OFF...
and his fucking face look like this
and now i shall admit that i cannot eat good food... wahahaha... jitao eat wat vomit wat.. and now, my eyes still hurts...
sal, u r rite.. i will heed for ur advice... thanks for waking mi up.... hehehe....
i screwed up everything.... i dunnoe.. i think u r dulan with mi, or maybe other people.... but then being someone fren, u must try to accept his or her everything.. or maybe shld i say u shld give that person a chance to change... he or she might be trying hard to chance... so why not give him or her sometime... it's not easy to change like words that jus come out from the mouth... i noe it becos i was once like this and till now, i think i still have not show any improvement yet...
here is something abt frenship that i wld like to share with all of u.... it's copy from lynn's blog....
Choose friends wisely, the portrait they paint Is who you are and who you ain't.Friendship is life's great supportWhen friends are of the right sort.For all your dreams do they make room, Or bring you down with doom and gloom?You will know a friendship is true.When it brings out the best in you...
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
bankrupt
9:32 PMi shall now declare myself bankrupt..... jitao is no money... tmr will be a mealess day for me again... haix..
to all people out there, if u owe mi money, pls return mi can?
wanted to go amk study but then in the end mus come home do hsework cos my sis went to her fren hse to look after her.......
no mood to study at all.. feel so sleepy now... haix.. gotta wake up at 3 to study.. sian....
Monday, November 07, 2005
useless
11:33 PMmaybe i m jus not good enough for a friend. i shld start thinking n stop being an arrogant person... all i noe is jus to satisfy u with money and not feelings... when u are unhappy all that, i jitao dunnoe make u happy and all i noe was to sit there and stone... as a friend, i think i m being very shallow... haiz.... but i m trying my best as in like try to pei u all that but in the ends, i still fail...
went to yc hse ytd to help him clean up his room.. although nt very clean but then it's better than nth...
cook dinner at his hse and angel join us... and again, PMS.. haiz... and the food are not nice to eat...
then took mrt to tampiness and dunnoe why took 27 to sk.. chatted awhile and then decided to go angel hse ton... she acc mi to my hse then watch soccer then my dad fetch us to her place.. first time so guan ming zhen da go her hse... did not get to slp well and in the end, pon sch.. was having gastric pain at ard 9 and i was like dying...
went to ps and yc join use.. PMS again... jitao is the eight character clash... haiz.... had our dinner at some porridge restuarant and there crappiness came... then went to k-ster to check the charges and then went to amk to take angel place...
and this is when i felt that i m useless... nth much to say too.. haiz..
Saturday, November 05, 2005
shag
10:22 PMytd, went to sch in da morning and everything early so early.. summore eileen dun wan to study pacc then bo bian...
kind of pms... went to paradiz to mit them... jitao see them like see shikai and cheryl... sian ji pua....
went to kbox and sing.. then went to arcade... the two of them jitao kip quarreling... childish...
so now i finally get to noe how it feel when u r cold and the man u like cover blanket for u.. waahahahahahahahahhaha
went to amk.. jitao nothing to do all the way.. sian.. went to kopitiam sit sit and talk talk then went to mac eat fries.. then went to sing kbox again...
this time did something to angel and she _____.... we were v guilty sia.... try to do stupid action to make her laugh... was not very successful... then my turn to pms again.. wtf!! forget wat the song i wanted to sing and then kanna road block.. fark man.. and the cab fare is still running while we were toking to the police.. nb!!!!
went to jln kayu eat prata... everyone was tired.... and after much persuassion, angel finally agree to take cab home....
and today i slp until 6 then wake up... jitao heck care abt the hse work.. but then wake up le also have to do.. fark man....
Thursday, November 03, 2005
hypolygcemic
11:52 PMytd went clubbing.
experiencing hypolygcemic..
thinking abt pacc..
saw my P sch classmate who make mi boil..
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
48
5:59 PMnb!! my pacc got 48... wat the fark... super teacher.. y cant they make mi pass...
ytd,for the whole day, angela was there to pei mi.. cos fong ming nv come to sch... but from to tmr onward, i will be alone again....
went to kbox and it wasnt good.. i swear i willl nv go to kbox with anyone else except u.... and sorry... i shldnt make use of ur name..... bu yao sheng qi liao.....
spend my night at vista park.. my hse has no place to slp... and i think i got gastric again.. and the park is full of insect.. dammm itchy...
suffering from depression.. and i wish that my dream can come true... onli then i will be enjoying and not sufferring....