i have no rights to say abt how bitchy some one is... i m worst than them... so i think i shall shut myself up....
alot of things have been happening for the past few days... i dun wish to talk abt it becos i m lazy and i wish i could forget them all..... i commit a mistake again and again.. maybe i was greedy? ok, i shall admit that i m v greedy... but at that time, i was more on the pissed of side then greedy....
went to work today and it totally sux.... i m sick of it.. hardwork doesnt pay off... u see, is like when u r doing so much stuff, u jus cant get a Q... but people slacking there can get one so easily....
mit up with raja to sort things out with him... is he a god or is he a wat? he seems like to be capable of seeing thru my mind is thinking abt... he dun find mi a bitch and it's like wat he predicted was all so accurate.... he is definitely nicer than the bastard.....
there is a fucking big problem with mi now... i tried to slove it, using different method but to no avail... fuck it man... am i really so lousy? am i realli a losser? am i realli that sucky? so why am i still in this world? i think i m a hopeless case... may the police come and catch mi and put mi in jail....
angel, i m sorry abt wat had happen... i think u shld start be wary of me now... u saw the dark side of me.. i believe...
sometimes, i realli dunnoe wat i m thinking abt man... srsly... i think i m cheap and low class... even if i ask for another chance, i might jus hurt u in the end... i m a fucking bad friend... shittt.... i noe i make u sick and i noe u r sick of me... i always drag u down and escort free... i m a fucking cb....