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ok, had a tok with louisa after supper...... i shldnt be crossing over the thin line.... y nt jus stay like this... maybe they are realli jus playing with me.... i dunnoe.... but life is much more easier in this way...
i also dunnoe why i cry... urgh!!! maybe let me fantasize abit more.... jus abit more will do.... living in fantasy is much more easier than reality..... at least i can get wat i want in there.... hate myself from being awake from my phone call... if not i will be seeing the person i want to see in my dreams.. hah... that's lame....
can someone tell me that i m dreaming... all this are jus a dream... if i dun get to work on monday maybe this will nt happen... aiya, it's fated....
lousia tell me that everyone is saying that i por her.... hahaha.... but she say this is not.... ok, i wasnt realli listening to some part of the things she say cos i was thinking abt something else.... but the main points i manage to listen....
customer tot that i m croocked.... and they told me that it's okie if i m croocked... cos it's so common nowadays... but now i dun even noe wat i m? funny rite? i dun even understand myself... and i need my boss to tell me abt me... ok la, wat she say maybe quite true but i think she overestimate me...... i will make it big one day... how? tell me?
i think i m quite useless..... it's true anyway.... like wat she say, i dun have to explain to anyone wat i did.... as long as i think it's right, then let it be... let people have the benefit of doubt cos there are times where ppl might mis interpret wat u say......
i will try to be myself today!!!!!