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hmmm, long time nv blog liaoo... lol.....
the biggest mistake in my life is to make WOMEN angry... lol.... nu ren bu ke re.....
went to xx ytd... to look after jon... lol.... saw serene n shawn walking past club st... then come to find out that she went to fabulous to find that fatty schiff ang for a drink... and then also saw "huang pin yuan" in fab.... but there is something i m v surprise of... i saw her gf... lol.. and schiff is acting like gay with him in front of me... kinda gross...
jon in the end also have to send me home... cos he lost again... and he was kind enuff to send geri and joyce....
kanna black listed... lol..... 2,3,5... life is meaningless... lol..
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
feeling so weird... lol.... to see u again is wat i longing for rite now... although we jus parted onli an hr ago... lol....
i m so tired... made a wasted trip to jurong west today with angel..... luckily we din go find emily, if nt i will diao the xuan for sure... she is jus so fucked up.... went to jp to buy a polo tee jus to go down to toxxic to pei my lao po..... and also ta bao for her... she isnt feeling well....
took a cab down and wat the uncle say was so true... lol.... as usual, play pool and the stupid game machine... kent and axtone were there too.... everything was jus so sian.... nth much better to do...
jus hope that she can go for her check up asap.... dun wish anything to happen to her..... haix...
tmr qa i have yet to do any qns yet... lol.... mitting dlp for dinner.... lol....
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
ok, now i noe actually u hate me so much... but i wun blame u too... cos my character, anyone will jus hate me as much as u do in time to come.. since, i knew abt it, u dun have to act in front of me alr.... cos it's v tiring to act..... continue acting will do u more harm like wat is happening to me now....
i dunnoe whether i will lose u as a fren anot.. but then come to think of it, i also deserve it... cos after so many countless chance u have given me but i still the same... if u dun wan, i also nvm... jus wish u all the best...
i tried to search... search for my old self... the one i use to be in k-box that everyone can click with me so much..... i noe i m a fucking cb now.... a very fucking one... and i always nv keep my promises about changing myself.....hope one day i can jus find back my own selff....
moody moody and moody.... nth but moody... felt so much like crying on monday but i cant find anyone to listen to me.... who can i look for anyway? onli emily.. cos to any other peeps, i m jus a normal gal... they will be shock to noe tat i m abnormal after listening to me... and the pt is my cab driver told me that i cried when i was slping in his car... but i dun remember having any tears on my face when i woke up.... haha... and maybe that's the reason why i wanted to cry but tears jus wun drop today....
ok, after all the self reprimanding and moody story, tok abt today.... went to k-ster.. b4 that pei ah mo go tatoo... her tatoo is nice and it's done by jeremy.... lol... jus happen to see him in the shop so jus go in... and ah mo was so steady to tatoo..... and the waiting process is so damm fucking bored... nth much to do and can listen my stomach keep rolling the drum... lol... and before that, we saw two dog mating... and it's damm funny... the female dog seems so horny and desperate... and her action is jus like wat a guy do when he is having sex... so can u imagine... manage to took some photo... should take video instead... then can post up... lol
went to suntec the kuku wat restuarant to hav dinner... japanese buffet... food that was nice except for the stupid soup and the chawanmushi... ah mo gets full so easily.... and in ther,e u can see all those typical singaporean... lol.... i din join them cos i noe by the turn it's my turn, there will be nothing left... so i jus guai guai eat other stuff.....
intended k at k-box.... but ex so wanted to go k-ster.... but in the middle, dunnoe to go llp or k-ster cos emily says that she is gg to llp ALONE.... but in the end also dunnoe what happen.... jus go k-ster.... and k half way, jitao mus make our way down to llp... cos ah mo wants to go... so bo bian... when we nearly took the cab, i saw xuan outside mac..... joined them... but they are so weird today... dunnoe wtf had happen to them b4 thaT.... but in the end also go llp....
from there, i can know why ah mo dun realli like xuan and me too... lol....
Monday, October 02, 2006
any idea why u lie to me? wat do u stand to gain.... ok, blame it on winston to split everything out..... although he tried to denied in the end, but it's still not gg to work.... i knew everything...
so wat is there to hide anyway? so wat if u tell me the truth, wat can i do anyway? kill u? kill him? it's kind of lame ok....
but i think u might have ur reason to lie to me..... i also wun go try to disclose u... urgh!!!! u left me lost at anything.....
am i always that lousy that i always fil with the wrong person... urgh!!! WHY......
moodlesssssssssssssss..............