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many things happened recently. argh. to feel happy, sad, angry or disappointed? really mixture of feelings, ups and downs. am damn tired about it already. seriously, i think i am indeed someone not worthy. someone who's out to hurt everyone. someone who doesn't know her own wants and needs.
maybe i should start stating all my short-term goals first. i must know what i want most on earth! this or that. that or this. but staying this way will definitely do all good. i hate it when somebody's hurt, i hate myself. yes, whatever i am doing will definitely be selfish yet greedy. i want everything and not care about the others' feelings, causing so many little troubles to arise and eventually go out of control. something inevitable and scary.
HA! i bet nobody knows what am i talking about. no worries, am just fiaking and crapping that i don even know wtf i am talking about. GIVE ME WHAT I WANT, don take everything away!