Thursday, June 29, 2006
7:55 PM
lp sux lp sux lp sux.....
nothing much more to say abt lp..... i m prepared for the worst alr.......
went to kbox ytd to have a singing session..... sing and sing.... went to j8 to buy a skirt and then for dinner at din tai fung.... srsly speaking, i have no appetite to eat at that moment cos my stomach is fill with anger....
NOTHING BUT ANGER......
work also sux.... everything also sux... dun feel like studying anymore...... urgh!!!!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
2:06 PM
fuck la... working in lollipop is so sucky.... work also tio kan... dun work also tio kan... wat they want? knnbccb......i got a fuck up boss and a fuck up assistant manager.... cb la..... jitao noe how to bet and hong onli... the rest also dunnoe how to do......i m realli tired working there..... diff people have diff treatment... but the innocent one also the one who tio kan.... i m nt trying to say that i innocent or wat shit la... but then so wat if i jus sing a song..... what is there to be buay song abt? is not like i kip sitting down and flirt and nv work lor.... cb la...and migual came down.... big trouble.... i think that louisa is a coward..... how long does think that she cant hide from migual? jus fucking pay him back and all will be fine..... i m v tired now... want to slp sia.....
Monday, June 26, 2006
2:30 AM
finalli overcome my laziness and blog....
and i pissed u off again.... and i seriously dont mean it.... i m v serious...
yesterday work was stress and fucked up... and in the end, i got no ld at all... while the rest got 10 and above.... but for sandra, she got two....
and i kanna a lecturing session by mike fren... haix.... but wat he say was very true.... but i din realli go listen to wat he is toking cos my mind was on the other side, which happen to be another thing that is bothering me......
i wanna thank weiting... sorry to disturb u time and time again.... i will try my best.... after, i live my life for myself.....
as a fren, this is a piece of advice to u... now i may not have the right to tell u or u might not even want to noe, but i still have to tell u.... follow ur heart... if u think u r not ready, give urself sometime..... until u think u can realli commit, then u go accept her... and, i realli hope that u will find ur happiness....... but wat she told me is that she want to find someone who is realli can commit and hope that will last forever although there is no outcome....
i m so tired now but i dunnoe why i jus cant turn in... after wed, i cant even close my eyes for more than one hr.... why why tell me why..... lol
Saturday, June 24, 2006
7:49 AM
KELONG KELONG AND KELONG.... wc is the stupidest game in the world.... knnbccb.... the refree is siding swiss.... two handballs in the penatly area by swiss but nothing was done abt it.... no offside but the linemens raise the fucking flag.... knnbccb.....
wa sian... nv bet, result come out as predicted... bet, lose until kns.... sian sia..... down on my luck..... maybe i shldnt beg anymore..... shld hav buy under... at least can cover some lost.....
urghhh.... i got something to say... but i dunnoe how to say... erm, can we be frens all over again... lets put all out past behind and start a new frenship.... i try my best not to make u pissed of for nothing again......
Monday, June 19, 2006
7:26 AM
have been spending my nites in lp for the last week... either workg or jus go down for a drink... lol....
went to joski chalet for two consecutive nites... it's realli very bored man... nth much to do... play mj also lose..... ps2 also kanna booked... wan to slp also mus being forced to play mj.... lol.... sian sian sian.... but there is something i nv regret abt gg there... we tok things out... finally..... but one month is realli gg to be up.... haix....
WC can kill people man... and if u wanna get someone to bet for u, dun ask him or her over the phone.... tok to him or her in person... to avoid any mistake.... actualli din lost that much de.. but dunnoe is i speak nt clearly enuff for her or she heard wrongly... and my lost from 192 increase to 292... lol....
serene is abit menopause sia... happy then laugh with u... nt happy then kan u... wtf....
today is a bad day... kanna squeeze by people in the toilet... and some more is a china girl.... omg!!! i hate china people.... lol.... but can see that she is realli very sad and 'he' is very dulan... and i dun think 'he' noes how to sweet tok to people....
omelette drank too much... and it's becos of r/s problem again.... and their table de ppl all very BHS.... lol.... dunnoe wat's wrong with them... and omelette lost her wallet... but she like dun realli bothered abt it... if it was for me, i sure cannot take it... lol...
sorry is the song i wanted u to listen. it best describe wat i want to tell you... lol....
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
9:57 PM
went to jurong to mj on monday.... fun but irritating..... but i enjoy... lol...
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one month is going to be up... but i seems to be the same....
and the main reason i cry is not becos of the two fuck up people.... is becos i m scared i will lose u as a fren. there are something that i dunnoe how to change.. nt that i nv try... it's jus that it's hard.... but nevertheless, i will continue trying....
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
5:43 PM
i m glad i had the chance to work ytd although i kanna kp by a customer... but it's ok....
england is hot favourite... lol....
jian qian yan kai.... i now understand this meaning... jus becos jug have 2 dollar com, u dun have snatch to open every C.O..... and then fruit punch all those all dont bother... then say wat u not feeling good and all that... and it's becos of u, i kanna scolded by ur ex bf ok..... knnbccb.....
mike and calvin came down... lol..... as usual, five ten, on the rock... lol..... fun but tiring......
and i sia sway myself in front of kc... lol..... paiseh sia...
Saturday, June 10, 2006
4:57 AM
e-learning is freking me out.... shit la... always down.... nb!!! sp shld be known as sucky or stupid poly... no more singapore poly....
when u wan to do something, u jus cant log in into blackboard... wtf!!!! then u have to do other things first... and then when u try again, it can log in liao... and u noe that there will be a chance of it being down again, and so, u have to do the elearning thing first. and when u finally finish typing the watever shit u have to type, it's down again... stupid lei...
went to bugis jus nw... bought a short... the stall keeper is kinda funny... she insist of having beckham... let her be man... lol....
no fries for today so i baked two potatoes... lol... very nice indeed... i noe it's kind of bhb... lol.....
so tmr, soccer thing still on? lol.... M, u better give me an answer asap sia... lol....
Friday, June 09, 2006
5:32 AM
sian ar.....
i dun like cruising.... very messy.....
M, what is the perfume u use? very nice sia... lol... alot of peeps agreed with me.... hahaha... and dun forget my nike jacket... lol.... thanks for entertaining me today... ur magic trick so lousy.... lol... world cup this sat at ur hse? lol...
xin, u r so on form today... lol.... but i still win... :p
regina complain to me again... lol..... she is damm pissed off... lol.....
gonna cut my hair on monday... ten dollars nia... and i trust him cos i trust serene taste......
i still have to continue with my life although there is a a big change... one month. and i will prove it all....
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
5:14 PM
ok, i noe that i shldnt say that u hav change after working in lp... it was me who change the most... my attitude problem is realli very serious now......
i noe jr look like ___ and u will __ when u see him.. but do u think i want to haolian to u that i m studying with him? no! i jus wan to amke u feel guilty... u were the one who say study on sat.... when i ask u on sat, u say u wan to slp first... but in the end, u went out drinking with ethan... ok, i dunnoe, maybe there is some problem with him.... then u gotta pei him.... then have to make me study alone... then might as well, i go work on sat...
right now, i realli have nth to say.. somemore ytd was the badest day for me.... wat can i expect now? i shld be lucky that i m nt dead yet.... i got one month time to find myself a hse to shift out..... and i gonna save up my money for my rents, and bills, and even scold fees...
Monday, June 05, 2006
12:55 PM
and it went to my parents now... i m in deep shit now... i dunnoe wat they gonna do to me but this time, i m serious they are dead serious in killing me...
ok, it's hard but i m still trying.
jus wanna noe are we still frens?
Friday, June 02, 2006
12:03 PM
ytd was my best day aat work... lol.... sick fetish... lol....
i screwed my paper... and i din manage to wake up for ecm.... i m in deep shit now.....
sch is so lonely... and i m so tired... lots of stuff still haven do yet... and i haven even take the photograph yet......
there is something i always wanted to say it out... but i dunnoe how to say..... it's like it's in my heart of so long... i knew that if i were to say it out, nth can be done to save what will happen.......
i m sick i m sick i m sick......