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ok, it's been ages since my last entries.... so now b4 i go meet my dearest zhou gong, i shall blog first.....
lets tok abt work... it's fine working in toxxic jus that u will get butter on ur body when the management are not in the right mood.... but this happen to me anywhere i work. and i kanna again today... but after that, they will jus apologise to u saying that they are not in gd mood due to blah blah blah. and this wat my da lao po did to me... haix... and now she is so far away from me at hk...
anyway, i got my pay... 1080... quite happy and i think i shld be able to clear my debts with excess money for my bills, concession and everything... lol.... din expect to get so much.... bottle commission=80... basic=1000... and of cus, i did not open all the bottles... it's my xiao lao po pass down to me de... haha... anyway, thanks.... i nv love u for anything and u nv teng me for nothing... lol.. =X
sch at 8 later... i m so god damm tired... i want to slp but i will be more tired if i were to slp for jus 2.5 hrs... lol.... sian sian sian.....
angel, if u happen to read the blog then u will noe why e reason i wanted to say sorry to u and beh... cos i will nt be gg down to llp tmr to celebrate ur bdae for u... paiseh... but still hope u will enjoy ur bdae this time round... lol....
Friday, September 22, 2006
ok, i think me and joyce get to know celeste better after the so call chit chat session the day b4....
injured myself during work ytd... all thanks to serene... tok her n80 at my foot... kns.... but then she is drunk and she is also du lan with ah lam... lol......
cook myself some porridge.... at least it's not burnt this time... ok, i m proud of myself...
gg for a hair cut later... wonder how will i look like.... lol...
so tonite how? llp or xx? help help help
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
tio kan again... for no reason, they go update my bank bk... and i tio fuck....
i m v broke now.... any reasoon why did i landed up in this state? was i overly too kind last time when i m counted rich?
i m kind of luan now... and i still owe ppl alot of money... when i take my pay, i will clear them asap... at least i try to clear some... it's better than nth...
i m gg to rebuild my life... i have lost everything... fren and ____... but i dun care.... i cannot please everyone who is in front of me.... they can say wat they want for as long as they like... i dun give a damm liao....
now it's just study and work.... i hope i wun nid to stay in poly for another 6 mths
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
ok, had a tok with louisa after supper...... i shldnt be crossing over the thin line.... y nt jus stay like this... maybe they are realli jus playing with me.... i dunnoe.... but life is much more easier in this way...
i also dunnoe why i cry... urgh!!! maybe let me fantasize abit more.... jus abit more will do.... living in fantasy is much more easier than reality..... at least i can get wat i want in there.... hate myself from being awake from my phone call... if not i will be seeing the person i want to see in my dreams.. hah... that's lame....
can someone tell me that i m dreaming... all this are jus a dream... if i dun get to work on monday maybe this will nt happen... aiya, it's fated....
lousia tell me that everyone is saying that i por her.... hahaha.... but she say this is not.... ok, i wasnt realli listening to some part of the things she say cos i was thinking abt something else.... but the main points i manage to listen....
customer tot that i m croocked.... and they told me that it's okie if i m croocked... cos it's so common nowadays... but now i dun even noe wat i m? funny rite? i dun even understand myself... and i need my boss to tell me abt me... ok la, wat she say maybe quite true but i think she overestimate me...... i will make it big one day... how? tell me?
i think i m quite useless..... it's true anyway.... like wat she say, i dun have to explain to anyone wat i did.... as long as i think it's right, then let it be... let people have the benefit of doubt cos there are times where ppl might mis interpret wat u say......
i will try to be myself today!!!!!
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ok, i m thinking of something now which i noe i shld nt be thinking about it... urgh!!!!
work is ok ba... it's nice to do opening... cos u dun have much things to do and then u can get to play free pool... hahahaha....
went to newton circus again... of cus to eat... damm full rite now... tmr is the my btt but then i still haven finish studying... shit la... sian sian sian... i m damm sian now lor... nth better to do but to study....
feeling so weird now... i dun wan to think abt it anymore!!!!!
Friday, September 08, 2006
i want to slp!!!! if i dun slp, i will be god damm shag tonite.... urgh!!!! how can i make myself to slp now.....
i m so bored..... nth better to do...... sian lei.....
went to xin hai shan to eat ytd... with celeste, richard, joyce, ah tok and his fren.... the live prawns are being killed in front of my eyes... omg!!! so cruel.... image they struggle to live till the last min? should have make them more drunk first... anyway, live prawns are nice to eat... lol....
richard send me home... that's v kind of him... but he keep suaning me... make me feel like killing him... lol...
Monday, September 04, 2006
angeline has become a hot favourite in toxxic....
was down with fever today....... still have to acc my mother to paya lebar to see doc......
cythina and amy proposed something with me.... i dunnoe whether to reject or acccept... and i went to have a tok with louisa about this.... she ask me to accept it... but jus becos of one word QING, i m in a dilemna now.... urgh!!!!
that day af ter work, join allan they all at fabulous... the beer there machiam no nid money one lo.... drink and drink and drink..... xiao yu shan is drunk... lol.......
went for supper after that.... ate porridge again... lol....
someone pls help me...