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i m disappointed... very very disappointed....
first i got to say that i dun like being accused.... and yet today i kanna again... it's nt like normal ppl accuse me or wat... it's my fren... ok, i treat her as my best fren but i dunno if it's mutual... since i have already a v bad impression to her, i also cant blame her... but did she ever consider abt my feelings? i was jus telling emily wat she ask me to tell her but yet she say i m tryg to break them up. fuck la...
i shld have listen to jr and dun chap in this matter... but seeing her in such a state, it's natural that i help her... but yet, this is wat i get....
fuck, i m jus a useless fucker.... trying all sorts of funny things to break up couple... and i realli like that'? i dunnoe....
urgh!!!!!
Monday, December 25, 2006
woohoo... my turn to blog liao...
merry merry xmas, lonely lonely xmas.... understand how i feel... hahaha....
working ytd... drunk... lol...took alot of photo but all in celeste de photo... hahahaha.... and i lost my 30 dollar... urgh!!!!!!!!!!!! damm broke... no nid to smoke and eat liao lor... haix....
dunnoe why i m still v hungry now... urgh!!!!!!!!! feel like eating fried oyster....
sch starting soon... gonna be bored... dsmmm bored....
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
many things happened recently. argh. to feel happy, sad, angry or disappointed? really mixture of feelings, ups and downs. am damn tired about it already. seriously, i think i am indeed someone not worthy. someone who's out to hurt everyone. someone who doesn't know her own wants and needs.
maybe i should start stating all my short-term goals first. i must know what i want most on earth! this or that. that or this. but staying this way will definitely do all good. i hate it when somebody's hurt, i hate myself. yes, whatever i am doing will definitely be selfish yet greedy. i want everything and not care about the others' feelings, causing so many little troubles to arise and eventually go out of control. something inevitable and scary.
HA! i bet nobody knows what am i talking about. no worries, am just fiaking and crapping that i don even know wtf i am talking about. GIVE ME WHAT I WANT, don take everything away!
cried in xx ytd... thanks to melvin... told myself that i m suppose to be tough... i wun cry... but in the end i teared....
went to dragonfly ytd.... fun... hahaha.... someone kanna molested.... lol..... melvin was cool..... patrich was sat... lol.. " u wan to xian can, but dun anyhow touch"... lol.....
melvin is a good dancer..... his dancing jus like those typical ah beng... but cant see that he can shake so well... lol