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i tot my tears would onli be for him but i was surprise i tear for myself too.... and at that pt of time, i was in rc working... i jus suddenly brk down when serving a customer and its damm sia sway.. also kanna a frendly lecture from gray.... how stupid i m..
i did not eat the whole day while working ytd cos i tot i wld have a wonderful dinner with someone. but in the end, onli got gastric but nth..... real stupid of me....
sthg happen to him today.... its sthg damm serious..... =(
i din contact angel for the whole of today cos i still cant find the reason i m pissed with her... or shld i rather say with myself? urgh....
shld i give up or not? urgh... this is too tormenting..... i nid to find an listening ear.. but who can i look for?
Friday, August 24, 2007
exam is finally over.. i tot i wld be the one happily enjoying myself but i was wrong...
we so called fight ytd... and we were b0th jus kpkb away like nobody business.. i dun wanna it to end that way... i realli dun wan..... he doesnt wan me to understand him... y? but we did tok things over peacefully... and i think he is lying to me... urgh...... jus cant he tell me the truth or is the truth realli too hurting to let me noe? urgh....
i tried.. try to act as if nth has happen but i cant help but feeling hurt inside... its dammm hurt do u noe? i can jus cry everyday and everynight, but nth will change.... everything will jus stay the same.... :'(
Monday, August 13, 2007
i enjoy toking to him.... hmmm, i dunnoe wat has gotten over me? haix.....
although i cant stand the way he tok sometimes, but i love the way he take care of me when i m drunk or tired.... he is jus so gentle to me and ethg... and he is my devil and always be.. =)
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
i saw a poster today.... and its say we can make u smile.... but i doubt so cos i noe wat i wan is not so materialistic.... i jus wan sthg and i know its impossible to get it... haix....
urgh... sian sian sian.... and i notice sthg.... i cant gamble when angel is nt around... i will lose until lao sai.... =[
i m sad.... v v vsad.... hahahah.... i m a lunatic...
oh ya, a lunatic followed me ytd.... it was so scary.... i m gald that the police on patrol was there... omg...