i tot my tears would onli be for him but i was surprise i tear for myself too.... and at that pt of time, i was in rc working... i jus suddenly brk down when serving a customer and its damm sia sway.. also kanna a frendly lecture from gray.... how stupid i m..
i did not eat the whole day while working ytd cos i tot i wld have a wonderful dinner with someone. but in the end, onli got gastric but nth..... real stupid of me....
sthg happen to him today.... its sthg damm serious..... =(
i din contact angel for the whole of today cos i still cant find the reason i m pissed with her... or shld i rather say with myself? urgh....
shld i give up or not? urgh... this is too tormenting..... i nid to find an listening ear.. but who can i look for?