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i received xmas gift fr 4 person... one is frm her, one frm my bosses, 2 from my collegues... lol........
all chocolate.... omg! i m getting fat srsly... lol.... but i m nt gg to touch the 3 balls.... till she is willing to give me one year supply of it then i will eat it... =P
xmas is lonely... =( planning sthg big on new year eve... but dunno who is gg... haix... she still nt yet cfm with me... haizx... is she avoiding me? sad sad sad
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
ethg is back to normal? hope so ba.... i was happy on sun cos i receive her sms... means she nt ignoring me anymore.... and i m more happy ytd cos she called me... although i din get to pick up... yesh....
srsly, i jus love her so much.. i will move her heart one day..
Sunday, December 16, 2007
it sux.... went passsion... quite pissed off with thomas.... for WHAT HE HAD DONE... thanks ar....
went 97 again after that... luckily qiang qiang was there to pei me... but he is kinda weird...
when will i have the chance to tok to u again? :(
Saturday, December 15, 2007
drunk drunk drunk... went to 1 sum... kanna guan by the guys.... they realli have GOOD intention man.... but since i wanna be drunk, its ok....
when anne reach, went 97...... drink drink drink.... even i noe i cant, i also dun give a damm....
i realli miss u, can u forgive me?
Friday, December 14, 2007
the onli time i can blog is when i m in csb class...cos there is a com right in front of me and the lesson is v dry... sian..
everyone is like scolding me.... asking me whether is it worth to do all those stupid stuff for u.... i dunno... i m jus too lazy to quarrel with them.... nt point... i noe wat i want and who i want... i dun fucking care how they look at u cos i dun mind.... i jus wan the u that i noe....
ethg started with a reason... and its not ur fault that wat had happened... its that fucking eric that screwed ethg up. cos he jus cant fucking think.... so why are u doing all these to urself....i wish to be there for u when u r down but u nv show it to me when u r sad.. the onli time is the yishun case....
i dun wan u to cry or break down becos os these... i m the one who trigger this and eric is doing all these jus to get back to me.... he cant possibly admit defeat when he knows that he lose to a girl and not a guy....
if realli one have to leave, let me be the one... onli then he will not attitude u and maybe u two still be frens again....
i told u i wanted to take care of u and protect u.... i dun wanna be the one who make u pek chek, make u cry, make u stress or make u unhappy..... if i onli can bring this negative things into ur life, then i shall leave..........
i dun wanna fight no more, i forget wat we were fighting for.. and this lonliness that is in my life, wun let me be a part of u. i dun wanna have a try, girl to live without u in my life, so i m hopping we can start tonite, cos i dun wanna fight no more...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
fucking hangover.... but i dun give a dammm... best is to vomit my heart my lungs and every of my organs out....
tok to her in msn... but its like it will be better if we dun tok....
i dun wanna noe that u broke down... i wan to be there for u... give u hugs, comfort and not jus onli ur tears that are with u
fuck man.. so wat did the fuck have i done... i realli dunno.... and this matter is like ages ago and now they still bring it up....
u mother fucker, wannna bitch abt me pls return me my money b4 doing so k?
drunk drunk drunk..... i like to be drunk.... jus fuck care abt me...