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fucking high again... lol... went to one sum..... after anne arrive, went to 97... the guys are jus trying to make me drunk.... they have realli GOOD intention.... qiang, i m disappointed with u too... but since i want to be drunk, i dun give a daammmm....
life sux when she is angry with me...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
my mother found a pack of cig in my bag... and she threw it away... she is nt stupid cos she break the cig at the fliter.... and means i cant smoke...... i have to use masking tape to stick everything tgt... =(...
my dad is on strike... dun wan to give me pocket money... and i have no money to eat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also have a plan.... i m gg to eat up their share of dinner.... i dun care.... hope i will get gastric asap.... hospitalise.... they think they are smart but i m not stupid too...... urgh!!!!
LIFE SUX
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
HAHA... this is so funny... do think i will cry ytd nite.... i m so boliao..... a freaking person who onli how to harm ppl and loves to cry..... hah... i was feeling guilty anyway.... it all started with me... i m damm pissed with myself....
so wat if i gt money and get wat i wan, no frens also v jialat.... haix... aiya, jus dunnoe wat to blog.....
KILL ME!!!!!!!!
Friday, July 06, 2007
woohoo, its been one decade since i last log in... sch has been quite busy recently... esp when they are some many projects due...... but since i m bloggign now, it means that i m QUITE FREE... hahaha... y do i say so? cos someone fat pig trick me into styaing back in school doing nothing.... jus now alr rot until cannot rot in lct le... now still must rot in sch... and the air con is damm freaking cold.... jus directly facing me... =(
life has not been good for me.... went back to kbox to work... but it sux.... hahahaha... jus becos i m being accused, they stop my shedule.... but anyway, i also dun wanna continue to stay there to work liao... cos i jus dun like joey nee and all her assumption..... it's machiam like a matchmaking session... haix...
i have broke my right arm and lost my beauty slp ytd due to someone.... pull her up and in the end, who knows that she is so god damm heavy.... that's why my arm dislocated... =( i m a handicapp now... =(
i have so many things to say but i jus dunnoe how to phrase it... anyway, i also think that it's inconvenient to say it out here.. cos PL and FP willl get to read my stuff.. =P
something it's jus not right with me... i feel so god damm lost... and nowadays i m getting more petty.... i also dunnoe why.. and pms is nt the reason.... =/
i cant see athg in my future... it's completely dark... so wat am i gg to be in the future? a cleaner? a promoter? no way... i m gonna aim sthg big... hahaha..... but xin you yu dan li bu zhu... =(
and during this mia period, i have been in a r/s... but nth good came out of it.... i m the one who is kanna cheated..... he is jus a good actor... i have to blame myself for being stupid and not being able to commit... but i think no one wld if they were me... so i m nt at fault!!! jus like gray say, sai weng shi ma.... something good will come to me in the end.... i jus have to think positive.... ;)
i m getting lazier day by day.... i jus dunnoe why.... i feel so god damm tired in ethg... maybe it's due to my medication... ytd, my whole right leg god damm pain... i jus cant put weight on it and meaning, i cant walk or stand... i jus can sit down and let it lie flat on the sofa... so it's a gd thing that my hse sofa is a L shape sofa. =P maybe it jus get too tired cos recently keep working... i m jus too hardworking. hah... nt funny at all....
my burden is gg to be overloaded... i have to let go sthg b4 i realli break down.... and the first thing in my mind is _____... u noe i noe can alr.... maybe pl also noe... cos i noe that i cant be stupid anymore.... gray taught me =)
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