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i was smoking ytd, alone...
then my memories flash back to the time when i was working in toy room..
wat i always do..
and there is the period of time when eunice always choose to side me instead of jac..
where we always chat on the phone..
sms with each other...
fool ard, esp during april fool...
i still can rmb that she always scold me stupid for being late,
for not eating,
for not working,
for eating snake and etc..
haa..
come to think of it,
i realli miss that period of time..
although we were not tgt,
but the feeling is there..
ethg is so comfortable..
haix...
now everything is gone..
but i will nt rmb all these good memories...
Friday, June 27, 2008
jus reached home...
first time ever,
17 hrs of mahjong...
wahaha...
the game can be divided into 3 parts.
1st part, lose til my chips are left with half of the original value... :(
2nd part, my chips grew 66.6666% of its original value :D
last part, it drop back to 133.333333% of it original value....
IT MEANS THAT:
I won.... lol...
going to slp le...
cos i m god damm shag...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
everything back to normal....
not as it is as it started...
at least we are still frens...
i m glad that she accept my request in friendster..
maybe this is a good way...
i still can care for her...
and we are still frens...
exam sux sux sux...
went studying today,
but urgh!!!!!!!
i m so god damm tired..
haix...
tmr last paper...
yeah...
Monday, June 23, 2008
i manage to pia and finish 2 chapters of mr...
means i have to two more chapter to go..
but when i went to smoke that time,
i then remember my mr paper is wed..
i keep thinking its on tue..
but anyway,
it means that i still got time to study for my sm...
as in more time...
sm sux...
realli sux...
6 chapters man...
hw to study....
cb la...
bad day today...
my father involve in an accident...
got to compensate 1000 ringgit,
which is less than 500 Sing dollar
but that that fucking driver wants 500 sing dollar..
the above blogging makes me feel weird...
since when am i so concern abt my family?
lol...
anyway, jack came my house nearby jus to have dinner...
slack quite awhile before she go homes...
haix,
i feel so weird recently...
i also dunnoe why....
zhe gan jue, yi jing bu dui...
lol....
now i noe,
people say that when u have nth to do,
u will start to anyhow thinking..
its true,
definitly true...
since the moment i am awake,
i haven stop thinking about this (je)...
i dun wanna be like u(sh)
i cant be so fuck up...
urgh!!!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
again, i felt so lonely...
browse tru my contacts in my phone,
duno who to call.
call those who i want to call,
yet again,
no one answer...
was listening to chong dong,
worst man...
emo emo emo...
lol....
went royal ytd...
with jack and june...
i got so wasted...
lol...
qutie sia sway....
called her......
when the line got thru,
for that moment,
i was like a mute.....
i dunnoe wat to say...
listen to each others breathing...
and kup the phone after tat..
萧亚轩 - 冲动
曲 黎沸辉 词 葛大为
很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中 自由走动
抚平我 每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信 自己感受
不怕失落关于你的一切
我想要比谁都懂
我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我
忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中 自由走动
抚平我 每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信 自己感受
不怕失落关于你的一切
我想要比谁都懂
你是情人 还是朋友
还没勇气 想得太多
你的世界 如此辽阔
我会在那个角落
Thursday, June 19, 2008
hah...
i m nt slping...
y?
i jus finish copying my sm notes,
and i manage to get 2 definition into my brain..
service: an act or performance that creates benefits to customers in bring a desired change in or -on behalf half of- the recipient.
benefits: an advantge or gain customer obtain from performance of service or use of a physical object
suddenly i feel that my life is v empty..
ethg is so weird...
i dunnoe why....
i m nt use to it man....
anyway,
i feel so indebted to someone...
garfield...
she say she dun mind but .....
haix
i m so boredddddddddddddddddd.........
Monday, June 16, 2008
i suddenly feel so lonely...
none of my frens pick up my calls...
it feels like i m living in a world of my own...
urgh!!!!!!
Friday, June 13, 2008
today signify the end of everything...
no more info abt her...
no more photos of her...
no more anything...
everything is gone....
urgh!!!!!!!!!!!
ceeeiilnoouuvy
Monday, June 09, 2008
went down to plush for candy bdae...
saw her....
with her bf...
din tok with her...
at all...
and i dunnoe why her fucking bf and his fren kip diao me...
get to noe yi qi, chelsea...
wat a nice name...
hahaha...
it happen that we two jus click off well.. lol...
june damm hl... knn..
see me machiam like dunnoe me
and her reason is that cos i have many girls ard me..
and she said that i keep holding a girl's hand and walk ard which i din.
nt even high that day cos i cant drink much...
food poisoning.. urgh!!!!!!!
Monday, June 02, 2008
went to catch prawn at yishun...
its like damm fun la...
lol...
5 live prawn and 1 dead 'lobster'..
will go again one day..