i m tired....
i decide to give up alr...
no point la...
fuck...
6:23 AM
i got a bad feeling...
and i m sure i m dead this time..
Thursday, July 24, 2008
2:47 PM
i have a v bad feeling...
the feeling is not gone yet..
it seems like i had lost everything over the nite...
maybe i m jus paranoid...
haix...
i feel like slapping people....
cos i also dunnoe why...
haix....
things change yet ppl haven change...
aiya,
fuck me la...
cb
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
12:49 PM
went to plush to drink...
with jack and see ru wen...
for the first time,
i m not drunk....
but forced myself to vomit,
cos of the coke i have drunk...
idiot...
gd and bad session...
haix..
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
3:38 AM
bad day indeed...
things happen...
like what i said once her problem is solved,
it will be mine...
and upon hearing wat she told me,
i cried...
i told myself not to let her noe..
but she still found out..
this is not the first time..
after telling her the reasons,
the more i feel like crying...
i dunnoe why...
watch tang xin feng bao...
and i noe the reason why...
maybe....
the feeling of losing a good fren (although i m not and she assured me that nth of these wld happen),
is almost like when u r out of love..
the onli difference is that u can be out of love for as many times as u like,
but u onli can lose ur good fren once...
and cos, i teared again...
hah, that is stupid of me..
Sunday, July 20, 2008
12:23 AM
i have enuff.
and this time i realli mean it...
enuff is enuff....
jitao emo all the way during work...
shld i say i m pissed instead?
aiya, fuck la..
i dunnoe la...
cb
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
11:50 PM
hope pgj is better now....
alr tried my best....
once her problem is slove,
it will be my problem again...
haix...
Sunday, July 13, 2008
11:16 PM
wooohoo....
i m so damm bored...
waiting for someone to come online to qie solitaire with me...
whahaha...
went for cao ge concert ytd.....
ok la, not bad...
but i wun pay to go for his concert...
hahaha...
and tmd,
zhuo wen xuan voice is god damm power....
hahaha
was emo...
dunnoe why..
god damm emo...
haix...
luckily angel was there to pei me..
if not i realli dunnoe wat would hav happen...
fuck la...
sian....
Friday, July 11, 2008
2:37 AM
urgh!!!!!!!
i m in pain...
but at least its better now....
went to orchard jus now,
for
"sm
" project ,
or shld i say for the sake of CUJ?
lol....
anyway,
the "ïnterview"session ended fast....
someone mus be missing it badly...
haha...
went to din tai feng to eat...
went to taka b2 to eat ice cream...
the sale girl quite attractive..
cos she look like yang qian hua...
and when we were leaving,
we found out that there is a food fair at taka sq..
regretted eating at din tai feng..
lol...
ate the tornado potato...
$2 for one and does not taste as nice as those i bought at wdls...
now i m at home...
tired but i cant slp...
cos i wun be able to wake up if i m to slp now..
feel like pon-ing tmr class..
see how ba...
ciaos
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
4:45 AM
did her 3 favors in a day....
wahahaha...
today = bad day...
went sch alone...
no one pei me eat :(
went to imm find my sis for lunch...
then went home in a rush and try to finish my housework b4 my mother reaches home
went to vista pt to meet jack..
acc her for dinner...
kanna scolded by china kids...
sux
pia all the way down to orchard(becos of someone)..
then from orchard to bkt batok...
then from bkt batok to amk( for supper)
then finally rch home...
luckily her sis was there to pei me...
if not i will be bored to death...
haix...
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
1:57 AM
nv go sch today...
but a v busy day....
went to acc my mum to see a sinseh...
bought toto...
went to cwp cos wanted to buy bermudas but in the end, ip zone shifted :(
went for a swim...
acted some kind soul and went to bedok to acc some ppl to study...
wow,
that is real kind of me..
lol..
come to think of it,
quite stupid lor...
rush down there after swim,
feeling damm tired and hungry..
but to some people,
toilet is more impt...
:(
surf net awhile,
then went to the hawker to eat...
but some people,
after eating want to go home..
she claims that she stomachache...
urgh...
if i have noe,
then i wldnt have want to eat..
cos my mother left food for me..
damm full la..
haix...
dun forget wat u promise me hor, someone...
Friday, July 04, 2008
11:39 PM
so called shopping for 2 days...
ytd:
went to plazza singapura...
waahahaha...
angel auto pei me...
touched...
spent a total of 100 ytd...
ate cyrstal jade in holland V
cos help someone celebrate she got 90 for IAF...
then 20 for someone hp strip
(hope she wun get to read this)went to cathay,
hoping to buy a bag...
in the end,
cant find any..
had ben and jerry...
life is an enjoyment man...
today:
spent around 130..
went to bugis to have steamboat...
so called celebrate i got 70 for mr..
u guys might think,
chey its onli 70, whats there to celebrate..
all i can say is: 得来不易
hehehe...
after that, went apple strudel for
DESSERT,ate a slice of durian strudel...
yummy..
went to nike shop to buy a bag...
lol....
was telling angeline abt why i cant let eunice go...
yah, its true that its becos i dun wanna let go,
anot not i cant let go...
i do have my reason for that..
i did that becos she sent me this msg:
Everyone said tat to me.
I am sure time goes.
And someone else will be in your life
(everything quoted from my hp....)and i did told her that i will prove her wrong,
cos i m not any tom, dick or harry
angeline was like scolding me stupid..
cos i m not her anyone...
so she dun have the right to control me...
haix...
come to think of it,
is it really worth of me proving to her that i m not any tom, dick or harry?
Thursday, July 03, 2008
12:31 AM
went to bbdc to book my ftt...
finally...
its like 2 years since i step into bbdc...
lol....
finally got my lighter from someone..
hahaha..
thanks alot ya...
went to the one with jack and june...
i m so outcasted cos both are J...
jkjk.. lol...
and this singing session made me pissed...
pissed with 2 people..
one is derrick (i know its non of my biz)
one is that someone...
urgh!!!! dun feel like blogging liao.. nite